214alejandro
20-05-18, 19:11
I am new to these Anxiety forums. It helps a lot to know i am not the only one. :unsure: I constantly fear having a Brain Aneurysm, a stroke, a blood vessel clot, a bursted blood vessel or something else in my brain. I get these weird numbing sensations in my head and then i feel pressure and it doesn’t go away. I don't understand how I can KNOW I'm not having a stroke but not KNOW all at the same time. And that is maddening. And that's when the guilt and the hatred of myself begins. I also don't understand how I can be such an intelligent person and let something so trivial and made up control me. I hate these feelings. The feelings are so “real.” I sound dumb and annoying. I annoy myself too...
I’ve been feeling weird for too long, thats why I can’t think good things. Because I feel sick. I feel like I’m going to die, it hurts so bad. My hands feel cold and my head feels warm. I’m scared and irritated with this. I want this feeling to go away. LIKE THIS IS WEIRD. I FEEL LIKE FALLING AND IT DOESNT GO AWAY. IM TRYING, I FEEL SICK. My head is hurting, I feel like throwing up and I am off balance. I can’t walk or talk. Am I dying slowly? It used to be heart I was complaining about, but now that my heart was clear my focus is my head.
I’ve been feeling weird for too long, thats why I can’t think good things. Because I feel sick. I feel like I’m going to die, it hurts so bad. My hands feel cold and my head feels warm. I’m scared and irritated with this. I want this feeling to go away. LIKE THIS IS WEIRD. I FEEL LIKE FALLING AND IT DOESNT GO AWAY. IM TRYING, I FEEL SICK. My head is hurting, I feel like throwing up and I am off balance. I can’t walk or talk. Am I dying slowly? It used to be heart I was complaining about, but now that my heart was clear my focus is my head.