dani724
24-05-18, 02:54
TMI warning
I woke up yesterday and found it super painful when i was peeing today. on top of that, it felt super itchy around the outside of my lady parts.
I have never been so scared of catching an STI in my entire life.
My friend visited me 3 weeks ago, and long story short, we got drunk and had unprotected sex for the 2 days he was visiting. I've never felt so stupid in my entire life because i have always been so careful with my other partners.
My friend told me he has no STI's but now i don't know. I called a local lab and they told me that symptoms usually show up a few weeks after sex... which is around now. Surprisingly the lady asked me if i was ok... the first time someone asked me how i was since I've been holding my emotions in for the past 2 days. So I totally broke down in tears... it was so embarrassing cause I was taking transit at the time too.
I don't know... I am extremely scared. All my life I have dreamt of saving myself for my husband. And just because of 1 night of stupidity, i threw away everything i worked hard for.
i feel stupid for trusting him... i feel stupid for being so naive.
I'm getting testing tomorrow. I have never been so scared in my life... I have no one else to really turn to. I have ridiculously strict parents. If they knew I have an STI, they will literally throw me out. I felt so lost... don't know what to do....
I woke up yesterday and found it super painful when i was peeing today. on top of that, it felt super itchy around the outside of my lady parts.
I have never been so scared of catching an STI in my entire life.
My friend visited me 3 weeks ago, and long story short, we got drunk and had unprotected sex for the 2 days he was visiting. I've never felt so stupid in my entire life because i have always been so careful with my other partners.
My friend told me he has no STI's but now i don't know. I called a local lab and they told me that symptoms usually show up a few weeks after sex... which is around now. Surprisingly the lady asked me if i was ok... the first time someone asked me how i was since I've been holding my emotions in for the past 2 days. So I totally broke down in tears... it was so embarrassing cause I was taking transit at the time too.
I don't know... I am extremely scared. All my life I have dreamt of saving myself for my husband. And just because of 1 night of stupidity, i threw away everything i worked hard for.
i feel stupid for trusting him... i feel stupid for being so naive.
I'm getting testing tomorrow. I have never been so scared in my life... I have no one else to really turn to. I have ridiculously strict parents. If they knew I have an STI, they will literally throw me out. I felt so lost... don't know what to do....