Franchesca
28-05-18, 00:50
Hello, I recently joined this site last week. I'm just now introducing myself. Very panicky so I thought good time to distract by saying hello. I hope my post does
Not upset anyone. I have been suffering from this condition for over fifteen years.I always had it younger, high anxiety, but managed to function and keep it under control. Due too a series of traumas, at age forty it hit with a vengence, I had a complete breakdown. Was in bed almost a year. With the help of a great nurse practioner and meds I recovered, for the most part, I had a relapse about five years ago, my NP had left town, but it only lasted about six months this time, not as bad. Over a year ago its back. And I cant recover!
I'm am so scared. I have not left my house except for twice in over a year. I took a hard fall in our garage two years ago, so this time around its not only emotional but terrible physical pain. Every day Im in pain, my knees, back, legs, I have too walk with a walker or wheelchair and Im only 56 years old, I walk and feel like a 95 year old woman. That along with the panic attacks, severe depression, and worst of all the agoraphobia. I cant even leave my home to get medical help..last time tried, I fell down, regurgitated and felt faint. I have a PA who thank God makes housecalls, I actually had a dentist come to my home and pull five teeth because I could not leave house she removed..now missing five front so that probably adds too the agrophobia, I look ghastly without teeth.
I havl staph infection unda causing health anxiety, I will post that under health anxiety later. I had therapy twice and it made me worse. My husband is disabled and I have a special needs child that needs me..I am so ashamed I cant get better. My husband is mad..my poor son confused. I had:: many family and friends walk out of life... I cry every day because of the panic and fear I'm going too die. I cannot even take the motrin or antidepressants because of stomach bleeding. I pray to God everyday if not complete recovery just partial or half too function again..All I want to do is sleep because its the only time the pain stops infection its even worse I think im going to get sepis or MRSA from staph sore, antibotics. I just finished antibotics..sore still there the PA is out of town.
Is there hope for me? Am I too old to get better? Will my Chronic pain make the emotional not go away. Both together are so very very hard too take.
Thank you for listening. Im sorry so long..later I will post under health anxiety. If anyone could help I would be so grateful. Please forgive typos.. Thank you very much.
Not upset anyone. I have been suffering from this condition for over fifteen years.I always had it younger, high anxiety, but managed to function and keep it under control. Due too a series of traumas, at age forty it hit with a vengence, I had a complete breakdown. Was in bed almost a year. With the help of a great nurse practioner and meds I recovered, for the most part, I had a relapse about five years ago, my NP had left town, but it only lasted about six months this time, not as bad. Over a year ago its back. And I cant recover!
I'm am so scared. I have not left my house except for twice in over a year. I took a hard fall in our garage two years ago, so this time around its not only emotional but terrible physical pain. Every day Im in pain, my knees, back, legs, I have too walk with a walker or wheelchair and Im only 56 years old, I walk and feel like a 95 year old woman. That along with the panic attacks, severe depression, and worst of all the agoraphobia. I cant even leave my home to get medical help..last time tried, I fell down, regurgitated and felt faint. I have a PA who thank God makes housecalls, I actually had a dentist come to my home and pull five teeth because I could not leave house she removed..now missing five front so that probably adds too the agrophobia, I look ghastly without teeth.
I havl staph infection unda causing health anxiety, I will post that under health anxiety later. I had therapy twice and it made me worse. My husband is disabled and I have a special needs child that needs me..I am so ashamed I cant get better. My husband is mad..my poor son confused. I had:: many family and friends walk out of life... I cry every day because of the panic and fear I'm going too die. I cannot even take the motrin or antidepressants because of stomach bleeding. I pray to God everyday if not complete recovery just partial or half too function again..All I want to do is sleep because its the only time the pain stops infection its even worse I think im going to get sepis or MRSA from staph sore, antibotics. I just finished antibotics..sore still there the PA is out of town.
Is there hope for me? Am I too old to get better? Will my Chronic pain make the emotional not go away. Both together are so very very hard too take.
Thank you for listening. Im sorry so long..later I will post under health anxiety. If anyone could help I would be so grateful. Please forgive typos.. Thank you very much.