shaz01
24-07-07, 00:37
Hey,
Ive had a stressful week with hubby being in hospital for an operation, however he got out on Friday and was doing fine, however today I had to call the GP and we were sent to the hospital and they are now treating him for a deep vein trombosis, I appear to everyone else to be well in control however inside Im freaking out...he doesnt get a scan till Wednesday but is getting injections, one if which I am giving him tomorrow.
I have really good family support and I am trying to stay calm however I dont think I really ever DO calm. The heart gets jumpy then I read a sign on the hospital wall about heart disease so naturally tonight Im sure I have this.
Sometimes do you think its the ones that appear to be in control and handling things well that are really the ones that are cracking up inside?? I think sometimes I just put to much pressure on myself, why cant I accept that if life is stressful then I will be feeling totally anxious??
Oh who has the answers??
Shaz x
Ive had a stressful week with hubby being in hospital for an operation, however he got out on Friday and was doing fine, however today I had to call the GP and we were sent to the hospital and they are now treating him for a deep vein trombosis, I appear to everyone else to be well in control however inside Im freaking out...he doesnt get a scan till Wednesday but is getting injections, one if which I am giving him tomorrow.
I have really good family support and I am trying to stay calm however I dont think I really ever DO calm. The heart gets jumpy then I read a sign on the hospital wall about heart disease so naturally tonight Im sure I have this.
Sometimes do you think its the ones that appear to be in control and handling things well that are really the ones that are cracking up inside?? I think sometimes I just put to much pressure on myself, why cant I accept that if life is stressful then I will be feeling totally anxious??
Oh who has the answers??
Shaz x