Lucyy
30-05-18, 16:27
Hi all,
I have been a member of this forum for a few years when I was going through one of my first ever HA attacks. I have had many since then, usually twice a year. I've had brain MRIs for tumor scares, ultrasounds x 4, biopsies x 2, countless appointments with specialists, and hundreds of fearful, tearful, sleepness nights. My last scare was a 2 month headache, convinced myself I had a tumor - drove my family nuts once again.
Now, I'm terrified of bowel cancer ... I always think to myself ' this is the one, this is the time I will get cancer ' so I google, and google, and google. Get myself in a mess. I always seem to have all the symptoms of cancer and none of the symptoms of the less lethal things. WHY IS THAT?
I feel sick and it is RUINING my life.
-fed up
I have been a member of this forum for a few years when I was going through one of my first ever HA attacks. I have had many since then, usually twice a year. I've had brain MRIs for tumor scares, ultrasounds x 4, biopsies x 2, countless appointments with specialists, and hundreds of fearful, tearful, sleepness nights. My last scare was a 2 month headache, convinced myself I had a tumor - drove my family nuts once again.
Now, I'm terrified of bowel cancer ... I always think to myself ' this is the one, this is the time I will get cancer ' so I google, and google, and google. Get myself in a mess. I always seem to have all the symptoms of cancer and none of the symptoms of the less lethal things. WHY IS THAT?
I feel sick and it is RUINING my life.
-fed up