jitterbug
30-07-07, 21:41
Hey everyone, long time no chat, Been away.
Sorry Whenever I write a post its never happy and im sorry I dont often give kind words to Other people who use this site.
Well as the title says, we broke up. yesterday. I cant stop crying, just when I think its stopped im in floods of tears once again.Mum thinks I have a cold and holiday blues because Im so snappy and evidabtly we are arguing even more right now. I cant tell her how I feel or what has happened because she doesnt knwo Im gay or that I was in a relationship for the past 4 months. This makes me feel even more alone.
to cut a long story short, shes fallen for her best friend but still claims to love me as well. Her best friend lives millions of miles away so I suppose im more convienint.. she said " think we should go on a break."She says she still loves me and wants us to get back and I still very much love her still too but I cant go back.I'd just be too paranoid and jealous about her best friend. And as I already feel im more a convienince rather than anything ...yeah. So why do I feel so upset, if Ive made my mind up about not getting back together? I feel like such a bitch i just dont know what to do. We are going to stay in touch but arrrrgh somone please make the crying stop!
Sorry Whenever I write a post its never happy and im sorry I dont often give kind words to Other people who use this site.
Well as the title says, we broke up. yesterday. I cant stop crying, just when I think its stopped im in floods of tears once again.Mum thinks I have a cold and holiday blues because Im so snappy and evidabtly we are arguing even more right now. I cant tell her how I feel or what has happened because she doesnt knwo Im gay or that I was in a relationship for the past 4 months. This makes me feel even more alone.
to cut a long story short, shes fallen for her best friend but still claims to love me as well. Her best friend lives millions of miles away so I suppose im more convienint.. she said " think we should go on a break."She says she still loves me and wants us to get back and I still very much love her still too but I cant go back.I'd just be too paranoid and jealous about her best friend. And as I already feel im more a convienince rather than anything ...yeah. So why do I feel so upset, if Ive made my mind up about not getting back together? I feel like such a bitch i just dont know what to do. We are going to stay in touch but arrrrgh somone please make the crying stop!