breeze25
08-08-07, 17:26
Ok several months ago I had this whole I have a brain tumour episode, got referred to a neurologist, and by the time my appointment came round I seemed to have been out of my trail of self destruction and saw things a little more clearly, so by the time I had my appointment I was going with the theory that it was probably muscular as i seem to always have a pain in the neck and or shoulder. The neurologist did some basic tests and from what I said agreed with me and told me to go back to the doctor who will refer me to physio.
But the last few days my head has been feeling worse, I have worst neck pain than before and I am starting to think about it a lot (well pretty much all the time) and today I have been having a few weird sensations in my face (left side) it feels like pressure for a fraction of a second and then its gone.
I am typing this knowing that my neck has been hurting more and this is why I am getting these sensations as I am sure I have been told that your neck branches up in the head and can cause lots of weird and wonderful sensations, so knowing this, why am I starting to panic and have these negative thoughts, I have had a lovely few weeks not worrying and enjoying the summer holidays with my son, so why are they coming back, because I am feeling like this I am starting to feel myself slipping down, and feel that I am on the cliff and one slight thing will send me stumbing back into that pit of dispair and utter self destruction, my son and my hubby were so happy that they had "me" back and I don't want to let them down again.
But the last few days my head has been feeling worse, I have worst neck pain than before and I am starting to think about it a lot (well pretty much all the time) and today I have been having a few weird sensations in my face (left side) it feels like pressure for a fraction of a second and then its gone.
I am typing this knowing that my neck has been hurting more and this is why I am getting these sensations as I am sure I have been told that your neck branches up in the head and can cause lots of weird and wonderful sensations, so knowing this, why am I starting to panic and have these negative thoughts, I have had a lovely few weeks not worrying and enjoying the summer holidays with my son, so why are they coming back, because I am feeling like this I am starting to feel myself slipping down, and feel that I am on the cliff and one slight thing will send me stumbing back into that pit of dispair and utter self destruction, my son and my hubby were so happy that they had "me" back and I don't want to let them down again.