manda8801
11-08-07, 23:07
Hey again.. before I start I just have to mention how helpful this place has been for me in the past few weeks. For a while there, I thought that I was going insane, or worse. I felt I was losing everything, but after calming down and remembering this cite, i realize that this is just a terrible phase, and no matter how long it takes, myself along with everyone else are able to overcome it!!
So anyhow.... since this whole anxiety issue has become an issue, I have noticed my temper becoming increasinly short. The littlest things may tick me off, make me angry or upset, or just plain annoy me. Once i start thinking about these things, I almost always end up having a panic attack. Is it just me? Have I just turned from a sweet girl into a total bitch? I didn't think it was possible. I have been with my mate for 3 years now. It has always been rocky, we have our good times and our bad, and I can't help thinking that somehow the anxiety is somehow related to our relationship.
Although he can sometimes do thinks that I know piss me off, I can't seem to realize why I let such little things get to me. It's as though I am trying to make everyone close to me hate me! I feel like I am ruining relationships that mean the world to me, and I don't know how to stop it!! I try and go out to have fun as much as I can, when I am able. At the beginning I always face it with optomism, yet I feel there's ALWAYS something that irritates me, ruining my time...
Has anyone else felt this frusterated? Am I really just a "mean girl" now, or may it have something to do with my anxiety!?
Thanks!
So anyhow.... since this whole anxiety issue has become an issue, I have noticed my temper becoming increasinly short. The littlest things may tick me off, make me angry or upset, or just plain annoy me. Once i start thinking about these things, I almost always end up having a panic attack. Is it just me? Have I just turned from a sweet girl into a total bitch? I didn't think it was possible. I have been with my mate for 3 years now. It has always been rocky, we have our good times and our bad, and I can't help thinking that somehow the anxiety is somehow related to our relationship.
Although he can sometimes do thinks that I know piss me off, I can't seem to realize why I let such little things get to me. It's as though I am trying to make everyone close to me hate me! I feel like I am ruining relationships that mean the world to me, and I don't know how to stop it!! I try and go out to have fun as much as I can, when I am able. At the beginning I always face it with optomism, yet I feel there's ALWAYS something that irritates me, ruining my time...
Has anyone else felt this frusterated? Am I really just a "mean girl" now, or may it have something to do with my anxiety!?
Thanks!