LouiseAndy
17-08-18, 18:13
So, after having pain and blood in my urine. I went to urgent doctor as my gp is in holidays and isn't opened till Tuesday.
For the first time I wasn't freaking out when I went into the appoiment or feeling like I was going to start blawing crying in front of him. He did a few tests, told me I likely have a kidney infection. Gave me some tablets to take and told me to go back to my own gp for tests if it doesn't go away. I walked out of their believing him. That he was just covering his own ass by telling me to go back to my own doctor and I had just been to the hoistpal for scans on my kidneys back in March so it's was all fine.
I took my firsr few tablets without any worry. Yet as time went on I started to feel worse, my legs and arms felt strangly heavy whenever I sat down or lay down. Areas such as my pelvis and other areas I didn't expect to hurt. Hurt. I didn't have x, y or z issues I thought I have or only started to happen after I'd seen the doctor. Yet... I manged not to Google! Or search for awsners. It's is what it is. A infection. It's going to take a toll in different ways, I'll take the tablets and they'll be finished and I'll carry on with my life!
Like some stuff could be explain and not connected at all! Like the weak feeling could be from going swimming for the first time in ages and really going hard for it or maybe it's just some exhaustion from the infection... The point is it's not all horrible horrible stuff all the time!
So I've decided to leave this account, as I'll be able--hopefully to carry myself on my own two feet. Not worrying all the time or needing people to tell me I'll be okay it's not anything SINSTER as my mind would scream at me. Because it isn't. Not this time! I'll be just fine and if it doesn't pass this time maybe I'll just need another few tablets but it's fine.
For the first time I wasn't freaking out when I went into the appoiment or feeling like I was going to start blawing crying in front of him. He did a few tests, told me I likely have a kidney infection. Gave me some tablets to take and told me to go back to my own gp for tests if it doesn't go away. I walked out of their believing him. That he was just covering his own ass by telling me to go back to my own doctor and I had just been to the hoistpal for scans on my kidneys back in March so it's was all fine.
I took my firsr few tablets without any worry. Yet as time went on I started to feel worse, my legs and arms felt strangly heavy whenever I sat down or lay down. Areas such as my pelvis and other areas I didn't expect to hurt. Hurt. I didn't have x, y or z issues I thought I have or only started to happen after I'd seen the doctor. Yet... I manged not to Google! Or search for awsners. It's is what it is. A infection. It's going to take a toll in different ways, I'll take the tablets and they'll be finished and I'll carry on with my life!
Like some stuff could be explain and not connected at all! Like the weak feeling could be from going swimming for the first time in ages and really going hard for it or maybe it's just some exhaustion from the infection... The point is it's not all horrible horrible stuff all the time!
So I've decided to leave this account, as I'll be able--hopefully to carry myself on my own two feet. Not worrying all the time or needing people to tell me I'll be okay it's not anything SINSTER as my mind would scream at me. Because it isn't. Not this time! I'll be just fine and if it doesn't pass this time maybe I'll just need another few tablets but it's fine.