Xjasmine
25-08-18, 21:52
Hi all.
Just wondering if anybody has any advice.
Since my 2nd child was born 3 years ago i have been suffering from health anxiety. To the point i was having numerous trips to the doctors and hospital within the first year. After that it calmed down a little. But still played in the back of my mind. 2 years after having her, i fell pregnant again. And since having my daughter 3 months ago i have been even worse. To the point i actually believe i have some sort of cancer, or i am dying. I literally think about it 24/7 mainly about how my kids would cope as i am a single mother. They all have different dads so makes me sad when i see them playing and how much love they have for each other for that to be taken away. I have cried over the thoughts on many occasions. Its literally taking over my life. I have been dealing with chest pain for the past year which hasnt been investigated fully and all i keep thinking is lung cancer. And tonight my upper lip has started twitching which has never happened before and googled it to see neuron disease etc. And now im panicking. I literally feel so sick and scared :(
I don't know what to do anymore. Its not the thought of dying itself that scares me. Its leaving my children. But every little pain i immediately think its something serious, or an extra symptom of the cancer i believe to have. And i hate that i think im dying every single day. How do i get past this ?
Also it lip twitching a serious sign of anything? I wish i didnt google it now!!
Just wondering if anybody has any advice.
Since my 2nd child was born 3 years ago i have been suffering from health anxiety. To the point i was having numerous trips to the doctors and hospital within the first year. After that it calmed down a little. But still played in the back of my mind. 2 years after having her, i fell pregnant again. And since having my daughter 3 months ago i have been even worse. To the point i actually believe i have some sort of cancer, or i am dying. I literally think about it 24/7 mainly about how my kids would cope as i am a single mother. They all have different dads so makes me sad when i see them playing and how much love they have for each other for that to be taken away. I have cried over the thoughts on many occasions. Its literally taking over my life. I have been dealing with chest pain for the past year which hasnt been investigated fully and all i keep thinking is lung cancer. And tonight my upper lip has started twitching which has never happened before and googled it to see neuron disease etc. And now im panicking. I literally feel so sick and scared :(
I don't know what to do anymore. Its not the thought of dying itself that scares me. Its leaving my children. But every little pain i immediately think its something serious, or an extra symptom of the cancer i believe to have. And i hate that i think im dying every single day. How do i get past this ?
Also it lip twitching a serious sign of anything? I wish i didnt google it now!!