Kittenrain
01-09-18, 22:27
Hi,
I am new on this site and this is my first post.
I am kinda desperate and don't really know where else to turn.
I have 2 children and it seems like since I had them I have been experiencing anxiety. I became obsessed with the thought that something is going to happen to me.
I have been having all kinds of symptoms for the last five years.I have been to my doctor and the er more times than I even want to admit. I have had so many blood tests, heart monitors, endoscopy, ultrasounds, an mri....
When they tell me it's nothing the symptoms leave. I feel normal for a few days. Then I think about them or I start to feel stressed and before I know it they are all back. Some days I don't want to get up because I am scared of whatever feeling will happen that day.
I guess I will list my symptoms to see if maybe anyone can help or reassure me..
Heart palpitations
Fast or heavy heart beat
A flip flop feeling in my chest that feels like it's in my stomach too
Twitching eye and lip
Weak arms
Dizziness
Feeling like I am falling but in my head if that makes sense, like I am melting from inside.
Floaters in eyes
Jaw pain
Shoulder pain
Feeling little drops of water on my legs (no water though)
Legs that are working fine but for some reason they feel like they aren't. Like they are weak.
Throat feels like there is a lump that I can't swallow feels like I might choke.
There are other symptoms I am sure.. But I can't think of them at the moment.
Sorry for the long post. I feel like I can't talk to my family or husband. They seem annoyed and just tell me I am fine.
Thanks.
I am new on this site and this is my first post.
I am kinda desperate and don't really know where else to turn.
I have 2 children and it seems like since I had them I have been experiencing anxiety. I became obsessed with the thought that something is going to happen to me.
I have been having all kinds of symptoms for the last five years.I have been to my doctor and the er more times than I even want to admit. I have had so many blood tests, heart monitors, endoscopy, ultrasounds, an mri....
When they tell me it's nothing the symptoms leave. I feel normal for a few days. Then I think about them or I start to feel stressed and before I know it they are all back. Some days I don't want to get up because I am scared of whatever feeling will happen that day.
I guess I will list my symptoms to see if maybe anyone can help or reassure me..
Heart palpitations
Fast or heavy heart beat
A flip flop feeling in my chest that feels like it's in my stomach too
Twitching eye and lip
Weak arms
Dizziness
Feeling like I am falling but in my head if that makes sense, like I am melting from inside.
Floaters in eyes
Jaw pain
Shoulder pain
Feeling little drops of water on my legs (no water though)
Legs that are working fine but for some reason they feel like they aren't. Like they are weak.
Throat feels like there is a lump that I can't swallow feels like I might choke.
There are other symptoms I am sure.. But I can't think of them at the moment.
Sorry for the long post. I feel like I can't talk to my family or husband. They seem annoyed and just tell me I am fine.
Thanks.