Limeslime
11-09-18, 16:49
Last week my boyfriend became my fiancé! He proposed in the Lake District! It was beautiful and I have been on cloud nine ever since! My health anxiety has been quiet for the very first time....giving way to the happy emotions and excitement!
BUT today I can feel it creeping back. I’m starting to get those familiar feelings about getting cancer and dying soon, and that I won’t be alive in two years for my wedding so we should try to have a shotgun wedding. Urgh. HA trying to ruin my happy time.
BUT today I can feel it creeping back. I’m starting to get those familiar feelings about getting cancer and dying soon, and that I won’t be alive in two years for my wedding so we should try to have a shotgun wedding. Urgh. HA trying to ruin my happy time.