yorkylover
20-08-07, 16:54
Hi,I feeling really low at present.Im not sure if Im becoming depressed or just going through a low patch.Im currently on 20 mg of citalopram and have been for the last year.I think maybe my dose needs to be put up.
Today I just feel like crying,I feel angry,very tired,moody ect.And have been like this the last month or so.
My weekend away was ok but not relaxing,rather stressful actually.My partner is very over weight,and friday night he was trying to sleep and he was weezing very badly,he was struggling to breath.It was that bad it even worried him.The chemist said he had a chest infection.He is really worrying me,he is my rock.Am I being selfish,I cant seem to cope when he is poorly I worry myself silly,yet he is always there for me.
I have other issues at home,which I have managed to cope with but all of a sudden Its all getting on top of me.
Im supposed to be going away for a week in september and if I cant sleep because of my partner I will be even worse.I get anxious already when Im away from my safety zone.
I want him to see a dr about his weight,but he said he doesnt have time,he can be quite stubborn.He has cut down on alot of bad foods but he isnt losing any weight and this makes him down.Im scared of losing him,of him having a heart attack or something.
I think I am slipping back and it scares me.I dont want to get up in the mornings,dont want to do anything during the day.I worry constantly about everything.
I have the dentist on thursday,Iv had a letter to go for a smear which scares me to death,cos of having a panic attack.
Sorry for going on,just feel so low today and need to get it of my chest.
My life is poo at the moment.40 years old living at home,no life, no kids,biological clock ticking away,hormone flippin problems,weight is creeping up again.Weather is poo:wacko: :wacko: :wacko:
Today I just feel like crying,I feel angry,very tired,moody ect.And have been like this the last month or so.
My weekend away was ok but not relaxing,rather stressful actually.My partner is very over weight,and friday night he was trying to sleep and he was weezing very badly,he was struggling to breath.It was that bad it even worried him.The chemist said he had a chest infection.He is really worrying me,he is my rock.Am I being selfish,I cant seem to cope when he is poorly I worry myself silly,yet he is always there for me.
I have other issues at home,which I have managed to cope with but all of a sudden Its all getting on top of me.
Im supposed to be going away for a week in september and if I cant sleep because of my partner I will be even worse.I get anxious already when Im away from my safety zone.
I want him to see a dr about his weight,but he said he doesnt have time,he can be quite stubborn.He has cut down on alot of bad foods but he isnt losing any weight and this makes him down.Im scared of losing him,of him having a heart attack or something.
I think I am slipping back and it scares me.I dont want to get up in the mornings,dont want to do anything during the day.I worry constantly about everything.
I have the dentist on thursday,Iv had a letter to go for a smear which scares me to death,cos of having a panic attack.
Sorry for going on,just feel so low today and need to get it of my chest.
My life is poo at the moment.40 years old living at home,no life, no kids,biological clock ticking away,hormone flippin problems,weight is creeping up again.Weather is poo:wacko: :wacko: :wacko: