refreshingsanity
30-09-18, 06:05
Welp, my health anxiety really kicked in yesterday and has continued. it all started last night when my tooth started bleeding while i was picking out stuck food (bleh gross sorry) (half of it is missing long story- baby tooth, never came out bc of a filling, always knew i need an implant but always left for last min bc i never had any pain) but for some reason my mind immediately went to sepsis? which has never even been a thought. shortly after, i felt nauseous and got very hot and panicky so i hopped in the shower, it got worse and this may sound funny:whistles: but i got out of the shower and immediately slipped to the floor (nothing serious at all)! i dont know why i did tht honestly! but anyways, i calmed down a bit. my cheeks have also been itchy and hot to the touch recently (on and off, i was on a 10 day course of antibiotics and had no symptoms during so not sure) but got even more scared if i was having some sort of reaction. that and anxiety and nausea...... it was a bad night but eventually felt better talking to a friend and planning a trip! today has been bad and is my main worry.... again with appendicitis:weep:.... i woke up this morning and felt tht pain i feel very rarely on my right side (not my stomach but towards my back, actual side) & along down my leg. its feels very sore and achey, like when you workout after a long time of not doing so. only hurts when i move (getting out of bed, twisting, sometimes when i bend down).
so initially i was very worried. went to the bathroom and normal bm. but the pain still there. i was scared to eat, but eventually got hungry and ate. the pain hasnt worsened, its just bothersome and i get reminded of it every time i switch sides in bed and whatnot:scared15: plus i just felt very lightheaded and dizzy earlier too, like a feeling of doom and nausea haha (but im also on my period). i do get weird symptoms with periods but this weird side pain is one i rarely get anymore. i was thinking maybe i slept wrong? and to top it off, i have a bad headache! it is just scary and ugh!i just need some reassurance and wanted to rant, i wish everyone well!:yesyes:
so initially i was very worried. went to the bathroom and normal bm. but the pain still there. i was scared to eat, but eventually got hungry and ate. the pain hasnt worsened, its just bothersome and i get reminded of it every time i switch sides in bed and whatnot:scared15: plus i just felt very lightheaded and dizzy earlier too, like a feeling of doom and nausea haha (but im also on my period). i do get weird symptoms with periods but this weird side pain is one i rarely get anymore. i was thinking maybe i slept wrong? and to top it off, i have a bad headache! it is just scary and ugh!i just need some reassurance and wanted to rant, i wish everyone well!:yesyes: