Limeslime
03-10-18, 09:34
This week we booked our wedding! This is like the BEST thing ever! We’ve been together for ten years and this has been a long time coming! I’m beyond excited!
However, I find that big events such as holidays, Christmas, birthdays etc trigger my HA. So an event as big as getting engaged has really triggered me!
How can I plan for something that is 2 years in the future when my brain thinks I have an undiagnosed cancer and that I won’t be here in two years....or if I am still here, I’ll be sickly and frail.
Does anyone else feel this way? How do you plan for the future when your brain tells you you’re dying?
I currently have a breastblump, underarm lump and abnormal mole...all of which have been looked at by a GP and told is ok, but never been sent for any tests. I wish I knew how to get closure!
I just need some tips about how to move on....
However, I find that big events such as holidays, Christmas, birthdays etc trigger my HA. So an event as big as getting engaged has really triggered me!
How can I plan for something that is 2 years in the future when my brain thinks I have an undiagnosed cancer and that I won’t be here in two years....or if I am still here, I’ll be sickly and frail.
Does anyone else feel this way? How do you plan for the future when your brain tells you you’re dying?
I currently have a breastblump, underarm lump and abnormal mole...all of which have been looked at by a GP and told is ok, but never been sent for any tests. I wish I knew how to get closure!
I just need some tips about how to move on....