spacebunnyx
23-08-07, 11:55
heya everyone,
not sure how i managed it but i got through my 10 day holiday in the midst of massive health anxiety. my symptoms were still there, but i tried really hard not to think about them and somehow managed to get through it! i was moody and quiet at times, but i didn't want to ruin the trip for my boyfriend so i dealt with it. I even climbed a mountain! now i'm back in the uk i feel really terrible, my symptoms havn't gone away and in fact i feel worse. i'm having a barium swallow next tuesday - and i hope everything will be fine after that. i'm so sick of all the worry, its all grounded in reality (a month and a half ago i got treated for cervical abnormalities) but my anxiety just seems to make everything worse. i keep thinking i'm going to kick the bucket and keep having really negative thoughts. its pants.:weep:
not sure how i managed it but i got through my 10 day holiday in the midst of massive health anxiety. my symptoms were still there, but i tried really hard not to think about them and somehow managed to get through it! i was moody and quiet at times, but i didn't want to ruin the trip for my boyfriend so i dealt with it. I even climbed a mountain! now i'm back in the uk i feel really terrible, my symptoms havn't gone away and in fact i feel worse. i'm having a barium swallow next tuesday - and i hope everything will be fine after that. i'm so sick of all the worry, its all grounded in reality (a month and a half ago i got treated for cervical abnormalities) but my anxiety just seems to make everything worse. i keep thinking i'm going to kick the bucket and keep having really negative thoughts. its pants.:weep: