behappy
13-11-18, 21:32
This year has been a nightmare for me. I know I have Health Anxiety and I also know that I have to go see someone about it. I had pan-can feels in April, had multiple symtoms and pain got worst so doctor ordered a CT scan, found nothing but a small ulcer in stomach (she thought maybe diverticulitis but clear of that). I still take anti acids and have been good since then. Well not really good as in I convinced myself I had a few other things and have done a few tests, everything always negative. Recently had a blood test and all good, urine test, all good (I have to get my blood checked every 6 months because I have MGUS).
So about a few months ago I had some blood when I wiped. Next day was gone. Then a month later happened again, this time a bit more and a couple dropplets in the toiled and some in the TP, my butt was hurting right after and I thought maybe hemroid or fisure. It hurts internal and external for a couple of days but after a few days blood was gone. Then a couple of weeks ago when I wiped and was barely traces of it. Now clear for a couple of weeks but new symtom and of course one of colon cancer.
I feel like I have to go to the bathroom all day long. Some days get better, others feel worst. I do think about it all day, its in my head, all day everyday. My stomach has also been feeling weird, a lot of gas and just weird. My stool has been fine, was flat here and there but when I upped intake of fiber it has been good. I have been eating pretty crappy.
This is driving me crazy, I go fine and will go once or twice, sometimes 3 times since I feel like I need to but then feels like I have to go again.
I am going to schedule a gastro appointment for next week but was wondering if anyone has had similar symtoms? I am 34 so colon cancer not high on the list but of course from 0-10 I always go 10, health anxiety is the worst.
I am also going to schedule a therapist because even if this is nothing, I can't be doing this every single month.
So about a few months ago I had some blood when I wiped. Next day was gone. Then a month later happened again, this time a bit more and a couple dropplets in the toiled and some in the TP, my butt was hurting right after and I thought maybe hemroid or fisure. It hurts internal and external for a couple of days but after a few days blood was gone. Then a couple of weeks ago when I wiped and was barely traces of it. Now clear for a couple of weeks but new symtom and of course one of colon cancer.
I feel like I have to go to the bathroom all day long. Some days get better, others feel worst. I do think about it all day, its in my head, all day everyday. My stomach has also been feeling weird, a lot of gas and just weird. My stool has been fine, was flat here and there but when I upped intake of fiber it has been good. I have been eating pretty crappy.
This is driving me crazy, I go fine and will go once or twice, sometimes 3 times since I feel like I need to but then feels like I have to go again.
I am going to schedule a gastro appointment for next week but was wondering if anyone has had similar symtoms? I am 34 so colon cancer not high on the list but of course from 0-10 I always go 10, health anxiety is the worst.
I am also going to schedule a therapist because even if this is nothing, I can't be doing this every single month.