dizzy
27-08-07, 16:31
Iv suffered from ectopic heartbeats since march. sometimes they stay constant all day and all night for months. sometimes they dissapear for 2-3 months. well i'v started getting them again. they started on friday night when i was really hungry and instead of eating something sensible (as i have IBS) i ate 4 cookies. lol this set them off and gave me loads of bloatedness, the ectopics stayed all night and then the next day. lucky for me i was going to scarborough beach so didnt even realise them! well anyway they dissapeared by the evening and i felt fine. the next day they had gone totally until today. iv been having them constantly. i know they'r not anything to worry about and i know they'l hopefully go. but i just needed to post this because i feel so alone. like noone understands. i start uni again in late sept and im trying to just explain to my little brain that i will be ok. lol. im starting my second year and sometimes i feel like quitting for a year, but to be honest i love uni so much i wont be able to just quit and be happy. then i feel like i shudnt let this stop me from achieving wat i want to achieve. i love my course. i wish i cud take a peek into the future and see if i'll be able to do it.
i need some advice: i get ectopics randomly so to be honest even medication is pointless, my doctor listened to my heartbeat and said they'r only PACS so dont worry. he booked me a monitor but when the date came the ectopics stopped!! lol so to be honest im not even sure wat im getting, the only thing i do have is my doctor listening to it.
so i need some advice on whether or not i should let ectopics ruin my life?? i know the answer too, but i just cant help thinking im just worthless and wont be able to complete uni like this.:shrug:
i need some advice: i get ectopics randomly so to be honest even medication is pointless, my doctor listened to my heartbeat and said they'r only PACS so dont worry. he booked me a monitor but when the date came the ectopics stopped!! lol so to be honest im not even sure wat im getting, the only thing i do have is my doctor listening to it.
so i need some advice on whether or not i should let ectopics ruin my life?? i know the answer too, but i just cant help thinking im just worthless and wont be able to complete uni like this.:shrug: