animal-mad-nikk
27-08-07, 18:15
Hiya all.
Sorry to moan but Im really freaked out at the moment.
I have been sat here all day thinking about the next month or two about how I can stop myself feeling this way and Realised I have sooooo much stuff happening in the next couple of weeks. I have the start of college, have my uncles wedding and I re-start football coaching.
I dont feel I can do all these at once but I have to try, I will miss a week of college as soon as it starts to travel away for just over a week. I dont wanna go but I have no choose now. I need to show my uncle that I am here as he hasnt much family left and as he is a celebeity I need to attend as it will be in 'Hello' magazine. When away I wont have the internet so I will have to cope alone apart from texting but I will miss coming on here and talking to people that I know care about me.
I just feel really lost in the world of my own as too much stuff is happening now and I dont feel I can do it anymore. Im worrying myself and its not helping me move on.
Sorry to moan. please could I have some hugs, I just feel so lost and feel I have no-one??
Nikk xxxx
Sorry to moan but Im really freaked out at the moment.
I have been sat here all day thinking about the next month or two about how I can stop myself feeling this way and Realised I have sooooo much stuff happening in the next couple of weeks. I have the start of college, have my uncles wedding and I re-start football coaching.
I dont feel I can do all these at once but I have to try, I will miss a week of college as soon as it starts to travel away for just over a week. I dont wanna go but I have no choose now. I need to show my uncle that I am here as he hasnt much family left and as he is a celebeity I need to attend as it will be in 'Hello' magazine. When away I wont have the internet so I will have to cope alone apart from texting but I will miss coming on here and talking to people that I know care about me.
I just feel really lost in the world of my own as too much stuff is happening now and I dont feel I can do it anymore. Im worrying myself and its not helping me move on.
Sorry to moan. please could I have some hugs, I just feel so lost and feel I have no-one??
Nikk xxxx