beauty
30-08-07, 14:59
I feel so down, all of a sudden my boyfriend hardly ever wants to see me. He used to want to see me nearly every night and we even looked at flats together but now just over the last two weeks he isn’t seeing me as much so I’ve naturally become paranoid. Then yesterday we had a bit of a fall out and he text me late on saying things have been weird between us and he isn’t sure what he wants. I haven’t changed, I haven’t done anything wrong. I cant believe this is happening to me, My step-mum died 10months ago, I stopped talking to my Dad about 2 months ago and now this. I don’t feel like I can cope with it.
He knows how upset I got on the phone last night, I opened up about everything and was crying so much, but when I asked him if we could talk 2nite he said he is ‘probably’ going to the pub 2nite then said he would probably be free on Saturday…SATUURDAY!! Please tell me that isn’t just plain unfair..i hardly slept last night and haven’t been able to concentrate at work all day. To make matters worse he’s going on holiday on Tuesday for 10days. Really my life is going so wrong I don’t know what I did to deserve it.
He knows how upset I got on the phone last night, I opened up about everything and was crying so much, but when I asked him if we could talk 2nite he said he is ‘probably’ going to the pub 2nite then said he would probably be free on Saturday…SATUURDAY!! Please tell me that isn’t just plain unfair..i hardly slept last night and haven’t been able to concentrate at work all day. To make matters worse he’s going on holiday on Tuesday for 10days. Really my life is going so wrong I don’t know what I did to deserve it.