Missjensen
12-12-18, 13:21
So I have a small, verry small pea size lump on my leg the shin to be more precise. It feels like rubber, and moves around under the skin when I press on it.
I noticed this properly 10-12 yers ago, I remember it being summer and I scratched my leg and felt it, I then freaked out thinking I was dying of cancer. My Mom then noticed she has something similar and I calmed down, I calmed down so much that I forgot it the next 10 years.
Fast forward to last month.
I noticed it again, I then again trough I was dying and even though I remembered that I properly had it for at least 12 years, I freaked out ! Actually I’m still freaking out, my brain tells me I could be a new lump than before, even though it in the exact same place and leg. I also think my skin looks thicker in that area and that the skin is a tiny bit more white also.
My local brain says it probably just a fatty lump, but my anxiety won’t listen at all.
Anyone had a old anxiety thing that became a new one after many years??
I noticed this properly 10-12 yers ago, I remember it being summer and I scratched my leg and felt it, I then freaked out thinking I was dying of cancer. My Mom then noticed she has something similar and I calmed down, I calmed down so much that I forgot it the next 10 years.
Fast forward to last month.
I noticed it again, I then again trough I was dying and even though I remembered that I properly had it for at least 12 years, I freaked out ! Actually I’m still freaking out, my brain tells me I could be a new lump than before, even though it in the exact same place and leg. I also think my skin looks thicker in that area and that the skin is a tiny bit more white also.
My local brain says it probably just a fatty lump, but my anxiety won’t listen at all.
Anyone had a old anxiety thing that became a new one after many years??