niknakx
10-01-19, 07:15
This bout of health anxiety has been so severe that I feel like I’m fighting a losing battle. I want to beat it so much but I am having the worst time. I’m currently terrified of having some kind of incurable cancer. I’ve been having pressure and pains all over my abdomen for the last week or so. I’ve worked myself up so much that I am not eating properly, I feel sick and I’m not sleeping. I’ve become a husk of a person.
I’m crying so frequently it’s getting rediclous and my family are getting increasingly annoyed and stressed with me. I can’t stop myself thinking negatively, it’s like I’m trapped in a loop of dread. I’ve been to see doctors and specialists and they have reassured me that I am fine, I am reassured for about an hour and then it all comes flooding back again.
I have a phone interview with the mental health team in 3 weeks! I don’t think I can last 3 weeks. I’m making myself feel so ill and I’m missing work. I just want to get out of this rut so much but I don’t know what to do! I’ve got some antidepressants sitting next to the bed but I’m worried that I’m going to get worse before I get better. Ugggghhhh I’m so frustrated and I don’t know what to do!
I’m crying so frequently it’s getting rediclous and my family are getting increasingly annoyed and stressed with me. I can’t stop myself thinking negatively, it’s like I’m trapped in a loop of dread. I’ve been to see doctors and specialists and they have reassured me that I am fine, I am reassured for about an hour and then it all comes flooding back again.
I have a phone interview with the mental health team in 3 weeks! I don’t think I can last 3 weeks. I’m making myself feel so ill and I’m missing work. I just want to get out of this rut so much but I don’t know what to do! I’ve got some antidepressants sitting next to the bed but I’m worried that I’m going to get worse before I get better. Ugggghhhh I’m so frustrated and I don’t know what to do!