Pandarug
03-02-19, 19:11
Having an anxiety attack right now due to my stupidity. Unfortunately it's like a really unique problem.
When I was younger (about like 13) my sister and I used to look at houses for sale. This was for fantasies and stuff, it was really fun. We would do this independently. For some idiotic reason, I took pictures of my house and posted them on the site. I really wasn't thinking and I did it basically because I felt like I was role-playing, you know? It just felt so "complete". Also some of my neighbors had pictures of their houses and that's where I felt the completion (I do have OCD but I have a feeling this isn't really connected). I was really really really really stupid and unthinking, but now I am being destroyed by anxiety because of it. I'm so so nervous about this. I only posted them to one site and it seems they have been contained there. I logged in and tried to delete them, it says their deleted but it doesn't show it. At least I can say I was just a stupid child with the internet at my hands, because that what I was. I have some problem with internet and trusting it waaay to much it seems. I contacted them personally so there's an effort. Please, if anyone knows how to help me in this situation I'd greatly appreciate it.
When I was younger (about like 13) my sister and I used to look at houses for sale. This was for fantasies and stuff, it was really fun. We would do this independently. For some idiotic reason, I took pictures of my house and posted them on the site. I really wasn't thinking and I did it basically because I felt like I was role-playing, you know? It just felt so "complete". Also some of my neighbors had pictures of their houses and that's where I felt the completion (I do have OCD but I have a feeling this isn't really connected). I was really really really really stupid and unthinking, but now I am being destroyed by anxiety because of it. I'm so so nervous about this. I only posted them to one site and it seems they have been contained there. I logged in and tried to delete them, it says their deleted but it doesn't show it. At least I can say I was just a stupid child with the internet at my hands, because that what I was. I have some problem with internet and trusting it waaay to much it seems. I contacted them personally so there's an effort. Please, if anyone knows how to help me in this situation I'd greatly appreciate it.