QuantumJonny
06-02-19, 18:49
Good evening all,
I've had a lump checked out by a doc and they are sure that it isn't anything serious and it is just an excess bit of tissue that I haven't noticed before. They then went on to tell me come back if anything changes or if it GETS BIGGER! Argh. So that re assured me for about a week, and all of a sudden a couple of days ago I felt said lump and said to myself 'has this got bigger? Oh crap I forget what it felt like before? Argh panic, surely it is??. So that thought was basically going round my head for a while, throughout the day and night I had spells of it's fine it's hasn't gotten any bigger as it would be obvious and it's completely my HA. Followed by spells of what if it HAS got bigger. So I basically feel like I'm completely torn inside.
Has anyone else been adamant that somthing physical has changed but found out it hasn't, as sometimes I feel like my anxiety basically pushes me down a hill and I'm spiral to rock bottom again. And I feel like I'm literally finding an excuse to prove the doc wrong!
Does this sound like classic HA? I understand that if in doubt you should ask your GP Again but I can't keep doing this week in week out?
Further more I've read tonnes of bits and bobs on HA and I always find it mildly reassuring that I basically tick every single symptom/box when it comes to HA however with serious health conditions I only ever tick one or two
Many thanks
Jonny
I've had a lump checked out by a doc and they are sure that it isn't anything serious and it is just an excess bit of tissue that I haven't noticed before. They then went on to tell me come back if anything changes or if it GETS BIGGER! Argh. So that re assured me for about a week, and all of a sudden a couple of days ago I felt said lump and said to myself 'has this got bigger? Oh crap I forget what it felt like before? Argh panic, surely it is??. So that thought was basically going round my head for a while, throughout the day and night I had spells of it's fine it's hasn't gotten any bigger as it would be obvious and it's completely my HA. Followed by spells of what if it HAS got bigger. So I basically feel like I'm completely torn inside.
Has anyone else been adamant that somthing physical has changed but found out it hasn't, as sometimes I feel like my anxiety basically pushes me down a hill and I'm spiral to rock bottom again. And I feel like I'm literally finding an excuse to prove the doc wrong!
Does this sound like classic HA? I understand that if in doubt you should ask your GP Again but I can't keep doing this week in week out?
Further more I've read tonnes of bits and bobs on HA and I always find it mildly reassuring that I basically tick every single symptom/box when it comes to HA however with serious health conditions I only ever tick one or two
Many thanks
Jonny