mary jane
07-02-19, 15:30
HI everyone
Recently I've lost control over my anxiety again and for the past 2 months I developed severe paranoia from work stress.
I was on a fixed term contract with the promise of being made permanent however 2 months before the end of the contract was told by the FD they can't renew the contract as they can't let temporary staff work for more than a year.
This left me with very limited time to find a new job (in the end I was successful)
During that time I had severe paranoia due to my toxic work place. I constantly worried about being gossiped about, stressed when they asked me to train my replacement. I non stop worried and imagined everyone hates me at work, especially people in my own team.
This paranoia has extended to medical care. I have zero confidence in anything my GP tells me, I always google to check if they are correct or not. I've learned in the past that doctors LIE, especially when it come to post-surgery nerve damage/chronic pain so I lost all confidence in them.
Also whenever I date a new bloke I constantly worry he is trying to use me and/or will ghost me. Makes trusting others very hard.
I also suffer from vulvodynia which is poorly treated so that doesn't help.
Has anyone else discovered this new symptom of anxiety?
Sorry for the long post
Recently I've lost control over my anxiety again and for the past 2 months I developed severe paranoia from work stress.
I was on a fixed term contract with the promise of being made permanent however 2 months before the end of the contract was told by the FD they can't renew the contract as they can't let temporary staff work for more than a year.
This left me with very limited time to find a new job (in the end I was successful)
During that time I had severe paranoia due to my toxic work place. I constantly worried about being gossiped about, stressed when they asked me to train my replacement. I non stop worried and imagined everyone hates me at work, especially people in my own team.
This paranoia has extended to medical care. I have zero confidence in anything my GP tells me, I always google to check if they are correct or not. I've learned in the past that doctors LIE, especially when it come to post-surgery nerve damage/chronic pain so I lost all confidence in them.
Also whenever I date a new bloke I constantly worry he is trying to use me and/or will ghost me. Makes trusting others very hard.
I also suffer from vulvodynia which is poorly treated so that doesn't help.
Has anyone else discovered this new symptom of anxiety?
Sorry for the long post