emnemz
03-03-19, 12:11
so I've just sat and wrote a long list of my symptoms to show the doctor and thought I would list them here too to see if this really is depression/anxiety/depersonalisation. thanks for reading.
*loosing concentration easily
*forgetting what I am saying mid sentence
*making kids repeat themselves and taking in what they are saying
*distracted by noise at work (I work in a sales enviroment)
*feeling as though I am in autopilot
*can't remember memories - I forget some important ones and I just cannot picture then as hard as I try
*things feel like they could of happened a long time ago when really they happened an hour ago
*lack of patience to follow a task through
*eye pain/sight issues in right eye
*don't look forward to anything/no motivation
*always dizzy/light headed/dropping sensation
*symptoms are constant no relief
*feel blank, but always worrying
*I don't seem to have a personality anymore
*I've gone from top performer at work to near bottom
*can't absorb info
*terrible health anxiety
*forgetting what I am thinking from one minute to the next.
*getting cross easily
sorry if I've repeated myself but ivr just copied my list that I've been writing. it just all feels so much. I feel like I am surviving not living. I am on no meds, but I feel like that has to change or I am never going to change and be like this forever. this has been going on 7yrs only intensifying over this time. I feel like I am missing out on so much!
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*loosing concentration easily
*forgetting what I am saying mid sentence
*making kids repeat themselves and taking in what they are saying
*distracted by noise at work (I work in a sales enviroment)
*feeling as though I am in autopilot
*can't remember memories - I forget some important ones and I just cannot picture then as hard as I try
*things feel like they could of happened a long time ago when really they happened an hour ago
*lack of patience to follow a task through
*eye pain/sight issues in right eye
*don't look forward to anything/no motivation
*always dizzy/light headed/dropping sensation
*symptoms are constant no relief
*feel blank, but always worrying
*I don't seem to have a personality anymore
*I've gone from top performer at work to near bottom
*can't absorb info
*terrible health anxiety
*forgetting what I am thinking from one minute to the next.
*getting cross easily
sorry if I've repeated myself but ivr just copied my list that I've been writing. it just all feels so much. I feel like I am surviving not living. I am on no meds, but I feel like that has to change or I am never going to change and be like this forever. this has been going on 7yrs only intensifying over this time. I feel like I am missing out on so much!
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