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MinFoy
14-03-19, 01:23
Hey everyone,

Today I spent 300 pound to see a private neurologist who specialised in MS in london. The whole thing lasted two hours. I went to see one because I started to get muscle twitches all over and worried I may have ALS because of other symptoms. He went through the usual, babinski, reflexes and such and told me aside from some brisk knee reflexes and an absent abdominal reflex I was completely normal. He then sat me down and diagnosed me with something called CSS, a essential tremor and fibro. He did some strength tests on me but not enough for me to be settled with (i know, i know) and i asked him about ALS and he shook his head and said absolutely not. He said I had more chance of finding out I was a man.

But obviously the anxious brain came in and when I got home I googled what absent absent reflexes are and boom there was ALS, SO OBVIOUSLY, I have spiralled.
He mentioned if things did not improve or got worse he would look at my spine for MS as that would be more likely.

Things to note- He said he couldn't even see my twitches and therefore wasn't happy enough to diagnose me with even BFS, he said I had no weakness he could see, (even though he didn't actually check that much or maybe I am wrong) and that everything seemed normal to him.

I am just so much more anxious than I was. He was meant to be a top doctor, but the absent abdominal reflex and brisk knee reflexes have got me convinced its actually ALS. Anyone have a similar story? OR any advice that could help?

Please help or give advice if you can, I thought today would be the end of all this.

Fishmanpa
14-03-19, 01:36
i asked him about ALS and he shook his head and said absolutely not. He said I had more chance of finding out I was a man.....
Please help or give advice if you can, I thought today would be the end of all this.

That's fantastic news! Don't know what else to say :shrug: Unless your sexual organs have changed, you're physically fine :whistles: Personally, I think the money would be better spent on professional mental health.

Positive thoughts

MinFoy
14-03-19, 01:52
That's fantastic news! Don't know what else to say :shrug: Unless your sexual organs have changed, you're physically fine :whistles: Personally, I think the money would be better spent on professional mental health.

Positive thoughts


I completely agree but because of my age I think he completely dismissed the idea of it, where as I now have three signs of it so I am completely more anxious as now things seem more like they are wrong if that makes sense. ugh.

And you are correct with that haha, but I already am in therapy and CBT and using valium/CBD oil. Still anxious about today though.

Thanks for replying. I appreciate not feeling alone.

JB33
14-03-19, 07:39
I completely agree but because of my age I think he completely dismissed the idea of it, where as I now have three signs of it so I am completely more anxious as now things seem more like they are wrong if that makes sense. ugh.

And you are correct with that haha, but I already am in therapy and CBT and using valium/CBD oil. Still anxious about today though.

Thanks for replying. I appreciate not feeling alone.


You go and see a top dr and tells you categorically no. Then you come home and google? Why even see him in the first place if you’re just going to google everything which is filled with nonsense and anecdotal evidence? Of course you’re going to go “ah, see... I knew I was I’ll” because that’s what the anxious mind is looking for. Please stay away from google and trust the person who has spent many of years becoming a CONSULTANT, an expert in the field.
CBT is whats needed here and even try some mindfulness based CBT.