ADow
26-03-19, 19:54
Hi everyone, I have been browsing this website for many years and have been helped and comforted reading about the experiences of others.
I’m having issues right now dealing with an upcoming trip.
Yesterday I got a call from a radio station saying I won a trip to Spain! I entered once and there were others that entered 5+ times.
So anyways I’m shocked-the trip is in a month. We are seeing a favourite band twice. It’s for five nights and I live in Canada.
I can’t shake the anxious feeling I’ve had since I won. How I don’t deserve it as much as the hardcore fans, I’m just going to ruin the trip with my anxiety.
My anxiety has always been centered around travelling, basically leaving my “safe space”. I can’t eat or sleep beforehand and it takes a toll.
I KNOW this is a one in a lifetime experience and I would deeply regret it if I don’t go...how can I cope with this and not ruin the trip for my husband?
I’m having issues right now dealing with an upcoming trip.
Yesterday I got a call from a radio station saying I won a trip to Spain! I entered once and there were others that entered 5+ times.
So anyways I’m shocked-the trip is in a month. We are seeing a favourite band twice. It’s for five nights and I live in Canada.
I can’t shake the anxious feeling I’ve had since I won. How I don’t deserve it as much as the hardcore fans, I’m just going to ruin the trip with my anxiety.
My anxiety has always been centered around travelling, basically leaving my “safe space”. I can’t eat or sleep beforehand and it takes a toll.
I KNOW this is a one in a lifetime experience and I would deeply regret it if I don’t go...how can I cope with this and not ruin the trip for my husband?