nicnac1987
12-04-19, 15:58
I think it's been about 4 years since I was last on here.
Ive relapsed. It was all great for a few years but now me and my husband who have been together for 10 years are buying a house together, we were just living in my house. All the pressure of selling mine and buying another aswell as him getting a new job have broken me. Well I could feel my anxiety rising before all this actually bit these were the last parts.
I'm now having lots of intrusive thoughts about if I actually love my husband and want to be with him, so I now feel pressure on my relationship. And I feel I'm going to ruin it because I can't keep over thinking my thoughts and feelings about him. Everything was fine before, better than it had been for a while I feel.
I feel abit of a mess. I think I've managed to calm the thoughts where I thought my anxiety was my subconscious mind telling me I maybe didn't want to be with him.
Ive relapsed. It was all great for a few years but now me and my husband who have been together for 10 years are buying a house together, we were just living in my house. All the pressure of selling mine and buying another aswell as him getting a new job have broken me. Well I could feel my anxiety rising before all this actually bit these were the last parts.
I'm now having lots of intrusive thoughts about if I actually love my husband and want to be with him, so I now feel pressure on my relationship. And I feel I'm going to ruin it because I can't keep over thinking my thoughts and feelings about him. Everything was fine before, better than it had been for a while I feel.
I feel abit of a mess. I think I've managed to calm the thoughts where I thought my anxiety was my subconscious mind telling me I maybe didn't want to be with him.