Jellybeann24
22-04-19, 14:41
Hey guys long time no see,
I've had a bit of a crazy 6 months starting with a break down end of last summer anyway we are riding the wave and although I deal with pretty horrific pure-ocd I am slowly coming off my meds. I have an incredible support system and although sometimes I feel like I've lost my shit I'm doing alright. Haha.
Anyway, I just had a nap it's warm outside and I'm really not into hot weather I was watching a film and I fell 'asleep' right at the start. I remember hearing my mum come in to close the door and then full on sleep paralysis.
I can remember it was almost like I knew what was happening I kept trying to move or call for help or reach for my phone but I'd quit and think 'go back to sleep' when I did finally wake up I was a bit shocked I was actually awake 😂, I didn't feel threatened like I've read about and I didn't hallucinate so I'm wondering did I dream it? I had been obsessing over a conversation I had with two friends a lot recently about this kind of thing Orr was it sleep paralysis?
Anyway I seem to be dealing with it very well. I thought I'd come here and ask.
I've had a bit of a crazy 6 months starting with a break down end of last summer anyway we are riding the wave and although I deal with pretty horrific pure-ocd I am slowly coming off my meds. I have an incredible support system and although sometimes I feel like I've lost my shit I'm doing alright. Haha.
Anyway, I just had a nap it's warm outside and I'm really not into hot weather I was watching a film and I fell 'asleep' right at the start. I remember hearing my mum come in to close the door and then full on sleep paralysis.
I can remember it was almost like I knew what was happening I kept trying to move or call for help or reach for my phone but I'd quit and think 'go back to sleep' when I did finally wake up I was a bit shocked I was actually awake 😂, I didn't feel threatened like I've read about and I didn't hallucinate so I'm wondering did I dream it? I had been obsessing over a conversation I had with two friends a lot recently about this kind of thing Orr was it sleep paralysis?
Anyway I seem to be dealing with it very well. I thought I'd come here and ask.