Kenton
26-04-19, 23:54
Hi,
Not sure if im posting in correct place but here goes.
I suffer from really bad health anxiety and at the moment and for the last couple of years, I am convinced I have a brain tumour as I feel dizzy and off balance quite a lot of the time. I have had tests 3 years ago and all was clear. They basically said my anxiety was making things worse. I had a baby and took a year off and I wasn't too bad and when I went back to work it all got really bad again. I started to get scared of going on train and now I get lifts or taxis to work which either way is not good as I'm putting people out or it's costing lots but at least I have been going in. I thought I was doing ok until the last couple of weeks, I have been feeling more off balance than usual or having moments when I'm on the PC that my brain or eyes seem to shift for a second and it freaks me out. The last few days at work have been horrible. Then yesterday I came home and after sorting dinner I went all woozy and hot and felt like I was coming down with something. I didn't feel great today so I stayed home. I wasn't too bad, just felt a bit woozy on and off. Then a couple of hours ago I felt woozy and I felt a really strange feeling in my insides like a shooting feeling that shot through me. I felt really bad and jumped up and didn't know what to do with myself and just started crying and saying to my partner that I wanted an ambulance that I couldn't put my finger on it but I didn't feel right and my head felt shimmy and foggy and woozy and dizzy. I started hysterical crying saying I didn't want to die and I was terrified of dying. It was horrible my mum and partner were trying to calm me down and I just didn't want to sit still, I just wanted to go to the hospital. Then I felt like I couldn't take a breath. I had some valium from ages ago so I took one and then had to go and sit by myself in the bath. I don't feel too bad now but there's a bit of me that still thinks I. Should have gone to hospital and that the above was not caused by panic and that in so in fact have something wrong with me.
I've had panic attacks before but this felt really different and made me feel a bit like I was really n dying as this feeling I got was something me to me.
Now I. Don't even know if things are real or caused by anxiety. I just want this all to stop. 😥
Can anyone else relate to this?
Thanks for reading if you got this far.
Xx
Not sure if im posting in correct place but here goes.
I suffer from really bad health anxiety and at the moment and for the last couple of years, I am convinced I have a brain tumour as I feel dizzy and off balance quite a lot of the time. I have had tests 3 years ago and all was clear. They basically said my anxiety was making things worse. I had a baby and took a year off and I wasn't too bad and when I went back to work it all got really bad again. I started to get scared of going on train and now I get lifts or taxis to work which either way is not good as I'm putting people out or it's costing lots but at least I have been going in. I thought I was doing ok until the last couple of weeks, I have been feeling more off balance than usual or having moments when I'm on the PC that my brain or eyes seem to shift for a second and it freaks me out. The last few days at work have been horrible. Then yesterday I came home and after sorting dinner I went all woozy and hot and felt like I was coming down with something. I didn't feel great today so I stayed home. I wasn't too bad, just felt a bit woozy on and off. Then a couple of hours ago I felt woozy and I felt a really strange feeling in my insides like a shooting feeling that shot through me. I felt really bad and jumped up and didn't know what to do with myself and just started crying and saying to my partner that I wanted an ambulance that I couldn't put my finger on it but I didn't feel right and my head felt shimmy and foggy and woozy and dizzy. I started hysterical crying saying I didn't want to die and I was terrified of dying. It was horrible my mum and partner were trying to calm me down and I just didn't want to sit still, I just wanted to go to the hospital. Then I felt like I couldn't take a breath. I had some valium from ages ago so I took one and then had to go and sit by myself in the bath. I don't feel too bad now but there's a bit of me that still thinks I. Should have gone to hospital and that the above was not caused by panic and that in so in fact have something wrong with me.
I've had panic attacks before but this felt really different and made me feel a bit like I was really n dying as this feeling I got was something me to me.
Now I. Don't even know if things are real or caused by anxiety. I just want this all to stop. 😥
Can anyone else relate to this?
Thanks for reading if you got this far.
Xx