DonnaT
01-05-19, 23:01
My anxiety is winning again and I’m a mess. The last few weeks I’ve had several different health problems I have had some pain in my chest just of the left of my sternum which comes and goes. I’ve also had times where I will be doing something then all of a sudden my breathing becomes slightly more difficult it’s not horrible but it just feels slightly shallow like somethings wrong. Two days ago I kept feeling a strange feeling in my left chest and I had palpitations on and off all day when I felt my hesrt rate it was going really fast so I took propranolol and it settled a bit. I was just making my children’s packed lunches and all of a sudden I felt my heart race I felt light headed and my face went a bit weird like it was moving without me doing anything.
Im now in a panic I’m now worried about my heart. I know we get palpitations and other things due to our anxieties but it just frightened me and it’s always easier to calm someone else down rather yourself but I’m in a state.
I’ve dealt with this anxiety crap for so long and I’m tired sooooo tired of it. It getting me down and very depressed I’ve had a lot on my plate at the minute which I know is contributing but I can’t remember the last time I was triply happy, or the last time I felt calm, My life is just full of fears and I’m soo tired of it.
Im now in a panic I’m now worried about my heart. I know we get palpitations and other things due to our anxieties but it just frightened me and it’s always easier to calm someone else down rather yourself but I’m in a state.
I’ve dealt with this anxiety crap for so long and I’m tired sooooo tired of it. It getting me down and very depressed I’ve had a lot on my plate at the minute which I know is contributing but I can’t remember the last time I was triply happy, or the last time I felt calm, My life is just full of fears and I’m soo tired of it.