maz063
08-05-19, 15:24
Hi everyone. I just want to preface this with what I知 doing for my OCD and health anxiety, because I know this question will be asked. I知 currently looking for a therapist to continue therapy from where I left off before college graduation. I was on lexapro, worked great but too much weight gain, got off, tried Vybrid which was a trip to hell, got off, my psychiatrist is ignoring me so I知 looking for a new one, I知 currently just using CBD oil to cope with panic attacks and ssri withdrawal until I can get back on track
That being said...here痴 my latest spiral. So I had really bad lower abdominal pain about a month ago, went to Dr, UTI, took keflex, went through a whole scare about cdiff. I still continued to have pelvic pressure and lower abdominal pain even after a second test showed negative for UTI. I was just on so much discomfort so I filled a old prescription for Macrobid without seeing my doctor( I did this because the mother of my doctor, who is one of the doctors at their small practice, shamed me and discriminated against me for being a lesbian and I was sobbing. Her daughter( my doctor) was trying to save face and make excuses for her. I知 still shaken up from it.
So. The symptoms went away with the macrobid, but now my urine stings and sometimes has bubbles or a tiny bit of froth?? I知 also having pretty weak stream and just idk I feel like my muscles down there aren稚 emptying my bladder enough? Could this be anxiety induced? I feel like when I pee I have to brace for impact because I知 so paranoid and also TMI, my vulva area is all red, irritates, and burning. Now I did have a lot of discharge weeks ago from the Keflex, and I heard yeast infections can cause painful urination, so maybe I have that??? Idk I知 panicking that the UTI was resistant to 2 antibiotics and that my kidneys are in trouble. Or that I have bladder cancer or whatever. I知 just in a lot of burning pain and want this figured out. I have an appointment with a new doctor today so I値l see if we池e a good fit for each other. I知 just really scared and stressed and I know deep down that I shouldn稚 be so paranoid but without meds I知 just spirialling. I知 getting back into my compulsions and I don稚 like it.
That being said...here痴 my latest spiral. So I had really bad lower abdominal pain about a month ago, went to Dr, UTI, took keflex, went through a whole scare about cdiff. I still continued to have pelvic pressure and lower abdominal pain even after a second test showed negative for UTI. I was just on so much discomfort so I filled a old prescription for Macrobid without seeing my doctor( I did this because the mother of my doctor, who is one of the doctors at their small practice, shamed me and discriminated against me for being a lesbian and I was sobbing. Her daughter( my doctor) was trying to save face and make excuses for her. I知 still shaken up from it.
So. The symptoms went away with the macrobid, but now my urine stings and sometimes has bubbles or a tiny bit of froth?? I知 also having pretty weak stream and just idk I feel like my muscles down there aren稚 emptying my bladder enough? Could this be anxiety induced? I feel like when I pee I have to brace for impact because I知 so paranoid and also TMI, my vulva area is all red, irritates, and burning. Now I did have a lot of discharge weeks ago from the Keflex, and I heard yeast infections can cause painful urination, so maybe I have that??? Idk I知 panicking that the UTI was resistant to 2 antibiotics and that my kidneys are in trouble. Or that I have bladder cancer or whatever. I知 just in a lot of burning pain and want this figured out. I have an appointment with a new doctor today so I値l see if we池e a good fit for each other. I知 just really scared and stressed and I know deep down that I shouldn稚 be so paranoid but without meds I知 just spirialling. I知 getting back into my compulsions and I don稚 like it.