Maddox
09-05-19, 19:23
Hey everyone :byebye: I'm new to the site but have been browsing through for the last few days. I have suffered from panic disorder, health anxiety and generalized anxiety since I was 11, I'm now 34. I have been through some really hard times with them but recently I have been really struggling, to the point where my whole life is about it.
A few months ago I woke up in the middle of the night to a ringing in my ears, and then the sound got really loud (almost as if there was a roaring) I had never experienced anything like this before and just put it down to one of those things. However after going through a medical emergency with my dad, the next morning I woke up with ringing in both ears, the ringing came on and off through the day, when it comes to night it become really loud again like before, I then noticed that when I turned my hand to the right on the pillow I could hear a heartbeat in my right ear (only for about 3 beats) this freaked me out, it stopped as soon as I turned my head. I have also noticed that my ears, especially the right are blocked and making cracking noises, could this be related? This morning when I woke up I had the low ringing in my ears again, I noticed the more anxious I got the louder it became. I'm very nervous about tonight as I don't want to experience the same loud noises again.
One of my biggest problems and I never seem to learn is looking at Dr Google, after I did this all my symptoms have increased and got worse. There were so many things that the pulsing could be that I had a huge panic attack and have struggled since.
Any help would be appreciated :)
Although my name on here is Maddox, I am in fact a girl not that it matters in the slightest but thought I would just say!
A few months ago I woke up in the middle of the night to a ringing in my ears, and then the sound got really loud (almost as if there was a roaring) I had never experienced anything like this before and just put it down to one of those things. However after going through a medical emergency with my dad, the next morning I woke up with ringing in both ears, the ringing came on and off through the day, when it comes to night it become really loud again like before, I then noticed that when I turned my hand to the right on the pillow I could hear a heartbeat in my right ear (only for about 3 beats) this freaked me out, it stopped as soon as I turned my head. I have also noticed that my ears, especially the right are blocked and making cracking noises, could this be related? This morning when I woke up I had the low ringing in my ears again, I noticed the more anxious I got the louder it became. I'm very nervous about tonight as I don't want to experience the same loud noises again.
One of my biggest problems and I never seem to learn is looking at Dr Google, after I did this all my symptoms have increased and got worse. There were so many things that the pulsing could be that I had a huge panic attack and have struggled since.
Any help would be appreciated :)
Although my name on here is Maddox, I am in fact a girl not that it matters in the slightest but thought I would just say!