Gryphoenix
12-09-07, 18:24
Hi everybody,
I had a bad bout of insomnia last night and there didn't seem to be an actual reason for my mind keeping me up but it DID anyway.
I wasn't worrying about anything in particular but I had been working on this piece of art on the computer a couple hours and then went to bed. Then for a few hours in bed all I could think about was that. It wasn't really concious thinking either, but as I hadn't fallen asleep it wasn't really subconcious. I was coloring Batman as Green Lantern and I kept seeing GREEN and vaguely thinking about it. Then when I snapped out of it and 'woke' up even though I hadn't actually slept my heart was beating all fast like I was thinking of something exciting.
Then I couldn't relax, then I just couldn't sleep even though I was soooo so tired anyway. Eventually I got to sleep the usual time I do every single time I have insomnia (which is once every couple of weeks sometimes, it's not too often but often enough to be annoying). I think I got around 4 to 5 hours, maybe.
So yeah, I'm tired at the moment, and I can't stand this feeling of exhaustion that one gets after a bout like this. Especially at nighttime when it gets worse and I get reeeeally tired, I can't stand that sort of weak, exhausty feeling at my core. Ugh. I just felt like having a bit of a moan, sorry for whining.
I had a bad bout of insomnia last night and there didn't seem to be an actual reason for my mind keeping me up but it DID anyway.
I wasn't worrying about anything in particular but I had been working on this piece of art on the computer a couple hours and then went to bed. Then for a few hours in bed all I could think about was that. It wasn't really concious thinking either, but as I hadn't fallen asleep it wasn't really subconcious. I was coloring Batman as Green Lantern and I kept seeing GREEN and vaguely thinking about it. Then when I snapped out of it and 'woke' up even though I hadn't actually slept my heart was beating all fast like I was thinking of something exciting.
Then I couldn't relax, then I just couldn't sleep even though I was soooo so tired anyway. Eventually I got to sleep the usual time I do every single time I have insomnia (which is once every couple of weeks sometimes, it's not too often but often enough to be annoying). I think I got around 4 to 5 hours, maybe.
So yeah, I'm tired at the moment, and I can't stand this feeling of exhaustion that one gets after a bout like this. Especially at nighttime when it gets worse and I get reeeeally tired, I can't stand that sort of weak, exhausty feeling at my core. Ugh. I just felt like having a bit of a moan, sorry for whining.