BrokenGirl
13-05-19, 14:59
Found a lump in my breast about 2 months ago - instant panic and straight down the HA rabbit hole.
Anyway, I had a mammogram this morning and an ultrasound on the area of the breast I found the lump.
Before the mammogram the lady doing it asked me a few questions, one of them being had I any scar tissue in my breasts. So I said no.
When she took the second image of my left breast, she asked me again if I had any breast scar tissue. She said this as she was looking at the screen. I said no again but got really scared, thinking she has seen something.
Anyway, after the ultrasound, the doctor came in to me and told me everything was fine, he was happy with the results. Instant relief and that's it, I was on my way home.
But what she said to me about the scar tissue has being going around in my head since. And of course I never mentioned it to the doctor.
I think I'm being crazy, thinking that she saw something and the doctor didn't see it. I know I should be happy that the doctor gave me the all clear with the mammogram, but why is this voice gnawing away at me about the scar tissue comment?
I don't even know what she saw or why she asked it.
Can HA really make us this paranoid even after a doctor says everything is fine?
Anyway, I had a mammogram this morning and an ultrasound on the area of the breast I found the lump.
Before the mammogram the lady doing it asked me a few questions, one of them being had I any scar tissue in my breasts. So I said no.
When she took the second image of my left breast, she asked me again if I had any breast scar tissue. She said this as she was looking at the screen. I said no again but got really scared, thinking she has seen something.
Anyway, after the ultrasound, the doctor came in to me and told me everything was fine, he was happy with the results. Instant relief and that's it, I was on my way home.
But what she said to me about the scar tissue has being going around in my head since. And of course I never mentioned it to the doctor.
I think I'm being crazy, thinking that she saw something and the doctor didn't see it. I know I should be happy that the doctor gave me the all clear with the mammogram, but why is this voice gnawing away at me about the scar tissue comment?
I don't even know what she saw or why she asked it.
Can HA really make us this paranoid even after a doctor says everything is fine?