MichaelPanic
31-05-19, 18:50
Hi, first time post so please bear with me.
I would describe myself as a very nervous person and havebeen for all of my 48 years.
For the last year I’ve been panicking that I have cancer.
My story is back in last June they found scarring behindmy eye in a routine eye test – this led me to 6 weeks of googling eye cancer.
I went to the hospital and they said it must have beendue to a fall and that was that.
I was so relieved but then in December I had a bad coughwith no other cold symptoms – this time I had lung cancer – cue more googling.
The cough left then I started to feel stomach problems –so of course I googled bowel cancer/stomach cancer.
I have got myself into such a mess over this withconstant worry for the last 6 months.
My blood work has come back fine for inflammation – full bloodcount/ECR and CRP. I have also had a FIT test which was negative. Also noHelicobacter Pylori or coeliac disease.
I managed to persuade my Dr. to let me see a Gasto Dr.and he carried out a routine examination and didn’t believe there was anythingwrong with me but I’m getting a Gastrocopy next Thursday.
I am such a mess psychologically – now I’ve managed toconvince myself that I can’t eat properly it’s like Pavlov’s dog I’vepre-empted mealtimes by worrying I’m going to not eat and end up an emaciatedshell.
Does anyone know how to address chronic anxiety aroundfood/meal-times. Or could point me towards similar threads?
I would really appreciate some words of comfort.
M
I would describe myself as a very nervous person and havebeen for all of my 48 years.
For the last year I’ve been panicking that I have cancer.
My story is back in last June they found scarring behindmy eye in a routine eye test – this led me to 6 weeks of googling eye cancer.
I went to the hospital and they said it must have beendue to a fall and that was that.
I was so relieved but then in December I had a bad coughwith no other cold symptoms – this time I had lung cancer – cue more googling.
The cough left then I started to feel stomach problems –so of course I googled bowel cancer/stomach cancer.
I have got myself into such a mess over this withconstant worry for the last 6 months.
My blood work has come back fine for inflammation – full bloodcount/ECR and CRP. I have also had a FIT test which was negative. Also noHelicobacter Pylori or coeliac disease.
I managed to persuade my Dr. to let me see a Gasto Dr.and he carried out a routine examination and didn’t believe there was anythingwrong with me but I’m getting a Gastrocopy next Thursday.
I am such a mess psychologically – now I’ve managed toconvince myself that I can’t eat properly it’s like Pavlov’s dog I’vepre-empted mealtimes by worrying I’m going to not eat and end up an emaciatedshell.
Does anyone know how to address chronic anxiety aroundfood/meal-times. Or could point me towards similar threads?
I would really appreciate some words of comfort.
M