Golden
26-07-19, 03:05
I thought I was doing better - but last week I noticed a large lump area on my left thigh just above the knee. It’s most noticeable when I have my leg bent and i know I’ve seen it there over the last couple months and now I’m convinced it’s a soft tissue sarcoma. I can’t hardly sleep at night because of fear.
My son is 3 and has a squishy swollen area near the middle of his back/spine. It’s been there for a little while. He had his checkup today and the dr wasn’t super concerned but ordered an X-ray to just check it out. I’m a nervous wreck. Stomach trouble, worry, fear. I cannot even bear the thought of him having sarcoma or something. Omg. I cannot rationalize any other possible outcome.
Finally my husband has had a nosebleed on the same side two nights back to back. I’m scared it’s a brain tumor or something. I haven’t told him. I want him to go get checked out but he is the type that will put it off.
I just don’t know how to make it thru the days without having this stomach turning fear. I had weaned down off of lexapro at the end of June because I was doing better and it makes me so tired thru the day. But I called in a refill today because I just can’t handle the fearful thoughts and worries about my son. Really about my husband too.
What would you do?? How do you guys get they these kind of health scares!? I am terrified. Thanks for letting me get this out.
My son is 3 and has a squishy swollen area near the middle of his back/spine. It’s been there for a little while. He had his checkup today and the dr wasn’t super concerned but ordered an X-ray to just check it out. I’m a nervous wreck. Stomach trouble, worry, fear. I cannot even bear the thought of him having sarcoma or something. Omg. I cannot rationalize any other possible outcome.
Finally my husband has had a nosebleed on the same side two nights back to back. I’m scared it’s a brain tumor or something. I haven’t told him. I want him to go get checked out but he is the type that will put it off.
I just don’t know how to make it thru the days without having this stomach turning fear. I had weaned down off of lexapro at the end of June because I was doing better and it makes me so tired thru the day. But I called in a refill today because I just can’t handle the fearful thoughts and worries about my son. Really about my husband too.
What would you do?? How do you guys get they these kind of health scares!? I am terrified. Thanks for letting me get this out.