jalapeno1234
15-08-19, 22:48
OK so this issue arises with me rarely as there are barely any people sticking their good-quality video cameras on my face - however! I am very confused, disappointed and moreover anxious about peoples thought process when I see my face , specifically my teeth/lips area when I speak or laugh or sing (Im a singer) on good-quality video. I literally HATE my face. However, I spend lots of time (as does everyone now) using my front camera/instagram/facebook etc on my phone and actually LIKE the way I look from the majority of angles. Its only when other people take videos I LOATHE my entire face. Everyone tells me its normal...but I dont think it is cos I am tall and slim and can satisfy watching my body in ANY angle but as soon as I speak I feel like I look manly and I have big cheekbones/jawline and think I look like my dad (everyone tells me I resemble him so maybe this is what makes me paranoid).
Ive not been too bad with it as Ive gotten older (Im 26) but when I see my friends, family etc getting on in their lives with jobs, relationships whilst I struggle to find guys who actually want to date me for anything other than sex and get tonnes of job rejections, I cant help but feel its cos Im "ugly".
The weirdest part is I like myself in pictures...and have been compared to supermodels but I still find I look HORRIBLE and rodant-like in my videos cos I have big teeth :(.
Anyone else have this? In our university we had to edit a film for our dissertation research and I swear EVERYONE watched themselves and didnt bat a second eyelid at any flaws. I neither can see any flaws in my friends
Ive not been too bad with it as Ive gotten older (Im 26) but when I see my friends, family etc getting on in their lives with jobs, relationships whilst I struggle to find guys who actually want to date me for anything other than sex and get tonnes of job rejections, I cant help but feel its cos Im "ugly".
The weirdest part is I like myself in pictures...and have been compared to supermodels but I still find I look HORRIBLE and rodant-like in my videos cos I have big teeth :(.
Anyone else have this? In our university we had to edit a film for our dissertation research and I swear EVERYONE watched themselves and didnt bat a second eyelid at any flaws. I neither can see any flaws in my friends