always scared
27-08-19, 16:20
I thought I was doing a bit better with my pains and worries but they are back again and so is the worry about cancer.
Before the summer began I was in a PC spiral . Now the mid back left sided pain radiating to the side is back! It hasn't bothered me in for almost the whole summer.
I just don't understand why all this pain and inflammation comes and goes all the time. I seem a bit better for a few weeks sometime months and then it starts all over which makes me think I have advanced cancer and i've waited too long to get help for it.
My daughter is doing better so my focus is all back on me again.
I'm sorry that Im being annoying with my posts but this fourm is the only place I can talk about how I'm feeling. I can't let my family know I'm losing my mind and feel like I'm dying :weep:
Before the summer began I was in a PC spiral . Now the mid back left sided pain radiating to the side is back! It hasn't bothered me in for almost the whole summer.
I just don't understand why all this pain and inflammation comes and goes all the time. I seem a bit better for a few weeks sometime months and then it starts all over which makes me think I have advanced cancer and i've waited too long to get help for it.
My daughter is doing better so my focus is all back on me again.
I'm sorry that Im being annoying with my posts but this fourm is the only place I can talk about how I'm feeling. I can't let my family know I'm losing my mind and feel like I'm dying :weep: