Frantz003
22-09-19, 03:45
Hello everyone,
I had my first one night stand in January and we had sex with a condom and it broke. I know it broke because I felt skin while we were in the middle of doing it. He did not finish inside me though (I know, TMI) I was very drunk and obviously, I should have stopped it as soon as I felt it broke but I didn’t and now I’m worried sick that I have HIV. I actually got tested 15 days after, but I read in an article a couple weeks ago that a 4th generation test (which is what I took) can detect after three weeks. Of course after reading this I started looking up symptoms to hiv and that sent me on a full blown panic attack. Approximately 6-7 weeks after that night I developed a mild tiny red pimple like rash on my chest which I thought at the time was caused by amoxicillin because it has happened to me before. After reading symptoms on google, I now have convinced myself that the rash was early signs of hiv infection. I also remember getting dizzy a couple time during the course of the last couple months but I also have had this happened to me over the years. I don’t recall getting a sore throat, fever, ulcers or any other symptom but still, the fact that the timing of that night, and the rash just makes me feel like I am infected! I am so stressed I’m hardly sleeping or eating. I just recently found out I am pregnant and I know they’ll test me and I’m so scared that my baby is now sick and I’m scared my partner will also be sick because of me. please guys give me some reassuring words. Btw, I have had health anxiety for a very very long time. This has had to be the worst I have ever felt.
I had my first one night stand in January and we had sex with a condom and it broke. I know it broke because I felt skin while we were in the middle of doing it. He did not finish inside me though (I know, TMI) I was very drunk and obviously, I should have stopped it as soon as I felt it broke but I didn’t and now I’m worried sick that I have HIV. I actually got tested 15 days after, but I read in an article a couple weeks ago that a 4th generation test (which is what I took) can detect after three weeks. Of course after reading this I started looking up symptoms to hiv and that sent me on a full blown panic attack. Approximately 6-7 weeks after that night I developed a mild tiny red pimple like rash on my chest which I thought at the time was caused by amoxicillin because it has happened to me before. After reading symptoms on google, I now have convinced myself that the rash was early signs of hiv infection. I also remember getting dizzy a couple time during the course of the last couple months but I also have had this happened to me over the years. I don’t recall getting a sore throat, fever, ulcers or any other symptom but still, the fact that the timing of that night, and the rash just makes me feel like I am infected! I am so stressed I’m hardly sleeping or eating. I just recently found out I am pregnant and I know they’ll test me and I’m so scared that my baby is now sick and I’m scared my partner will also be sick because of me. please guys give me some reassuring words. Btw, I have had health anxiety for a very very long time. This has had to be the worst I have ever felt.