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LF87
18-10-19, 17:47
Hi,
I realise this is a bizarre thing to be checking. But I ended up fixated on it a while ago after checking for a tampon. I can feel like a small line, and it's rough / bumpy, on what I am pretty sure is my cervix. I asked my doctor about it when I first noticed. She said it's normal for the cervix to feel bumpy / rough. I was satisfied with that at the time. But I keep checking it and some days it feels more rough than others. I had two abnormal smears with HPV two years ago, my latest was normal. But I suppose I am still obsessed with the cervix. I'm overdue my latest smear and need to get booked in, but the waiting and letters is extreme for me, it sends me into anxiety overdrive and I am already struggling badly with my anxiety, don't think I could handle it at the moment. Does anyone know if rough bits are normal? I just don't want to Google and end up in a rabbit hole.
Thanks x

nomorepanic
18-10-19, 18:07
You are going to have to trust the doctor on this and they already said it was normal.

LF87
18-10-19, 18:23
Thank you, I should. Its just the idea that she didn't actually check is creeping in now. But she did say if there was a dodgy lump or growth it would bleed, and I don't have any abnormal bleeding. I have forgotten my techniques to stop constantly checking too. So annoying. I actually shake my head at myself whilst doing it, so ridiculous.

BlueIris
18-10-19, 18:28
So much sympathy, LF87, checking myself internally is the HA behaviour I struggle hardest to keep in check.

LF87
18-10-19, 18:37
It's so difficult isn't it Blueiris. For me it's just a constant nag until I do it. Breasts and cervix, so many times a day. I am seeing a psychologist now, she seems pretty good. I will be focusing on my ocd rituals before bedtime with her, she wanted me pick one focus for therapy. It is a separate problem checking locks and lights etc, but she says I can apply the techniques to stop checking to my health anxiety. So ready to get it kicked now!

Leslie735
21-10-19, 18:56
I was fixated on my cervix a couple of months ago when I was checking for another reason and discovered a bump right at the opening. I was googling and kinda freaking out. I now realize, 2 cycles later it comes and goes so I figured it has to do with my cycle.

LF87
22-10-19, 13:27
Hi Leslie. It's always there, the rough bit, but does seem to be more prominent before a cycle like you say. Still kind of worried about it though.

Leslie735
23-10-19, 17:39
Hi Leslie. It's always there, the rough bit, but does seem to be more prominent before a cycle like you say. Still kind of worried about it though.

That is how this bump is. I guess I shouldn't have said comes and goes. It doesn't go completely away but becomes less prominent right after my period ends.

ErinKC
25-10-19, 19:49
That sounds like what your cervix should feel like.

LF87
28-10-19, 09:14
Thank Leslie, I do feel it changes too in relation to my cycle. Thanks ErinKC, I did read the cervix can feel a bit rough and that's normal but I don't know :( I went on a checking frenzy last night feeling it and it feels like a bumpy line and I'm freaking that it wasn't there before. Not a good day :(

Leslie735
29-10-19, 18:24
Thank Leslie, I do feel it changes too in relation to my cycle. Thanks ErinKC, I did read the cervix can feel a bit rough and that's normal but I don't know :( I went on a checking frenzy last night feeling it and it feels like a bumpy line and I'm freaking that it wasn't there before. Not a good day :(

*hugs* I understand, that is how I am with this bump. I know it wasn't there before, because I use to check my cervix regularly for fertility/ovulation purposes and never noticed it.

LF87
01-12-19, 11:05
I'm still worried about this :( keep checking it which is not good. It just feels like a rough bumpy line. But some days it feels bumpier or more rough than others. I am overdue my smear so booking that for after Xmas. But until then I am worried its an abnormal patch

LF87
03-12-19, 20:40
Anyone xx

AntsyVee
04-12-19, 05:25
Trust the doc. Treat the heath anxiety, that’s the real issue here.

ihateha
19-07-20, 17:03
LF87, did you ever get to the bottom of this?
I am having the same thing and I am scared.