keta
04-11-19, 19:09
So after pondering about it for ages I decided to go and speak to GP about possibly going back on meds as the online CBT is not really working for me ( I mean I will still continue with it ) , I think what pushed me over the edge was going to Lidl on Saturday , the minute I spotted that the toilets are out of order I went into meltdown and needed to go to toilet straight away. I actually got through it but was like a robot quickly throwing stuff into trolls just to get out ASAP.
anyway to make an appointment with my surgery is a nightmare so I filled in their online assessment form and 24 hours later got a text saying I have prescription for 10mg of Citalopram waiting for me. How bad that I can’t even have a face to face appointment to discuss the possibilities.
Anyway as I still have a stash of Citalopram in my cupboard from last time might as well start tonight. I just hope I won’t feel too bad for work tomorrow .
This is going to be my third or even fourth time so praying for a smooth ride .
anyway to make an appointment with my surgery is a nightmare so I filled in their online assessment form and 24 hours later got a text saying I have prescription for 10mg of Citalopram waiting for me. How bad that I can’t even have a face to face appointment to discuss the possibilities.
Anyway as I still have a stash of Citalopram in my cupboard from last time might as well start tonight. I just hope I won’t feel too bad for work tomorrow .
This is going to be my third or even fourth time so praying for a smooth ride .