Bennyjj81
11-11-19, 15:39
Hi,
Been having a tough year for HA in 2019. All started in April with dizziness and some other weird symptoms leading me to believe I had a brain tumour. It got so bad I ended up in the local hospitals mental health assessment unit for 48hrs, a hellish experience that I do not recommend.
Anyway long story short, I ended up getting a CT scan at the end of June and was told my brain looked brilliant and to stop wishing bad luck on myself...?! Ive since been referred for CBT which I am 4 sessions into and been given mirtazipine to help.
Since that last scare I've had a few stumbles plus a major bowel cancer HA scare that has only recently dissapated. My worry now is I have constant songs stuck in my head permanently from the moment I wake till the moment I sleep. If im distracted it isnt there but the moment I stop doing whatever it is I was doing then its back with a vengeance. Its the same 4-5 songs permanently but also I get the last song I hear stuck for a bit too then it reverts back to the original 4-5. Ive got young kids so currently its Bitz and Bobz from Cbeebies pounding round my skull. Its been a week now of constant song snippets pounding in my head and driving me to despair and im coming full circle back to the brain tumour fear or a metastatic cancer thats spread to my brain from my bowels.
Is this normal or is this something to be worried about? Is it ever going to get better...!!!? Sigh, im so fed up. Just want my life back.
Ben
Been having a tough year for HA in 2019. All started in April with dizziness and some other weird symptoms leading me to believe I had a brain tumour. It got so bad I ended up in the local hospitals mental health assessment unit for 48hrs, a hellish experience that I do not recommend.
Anyway long story short, I ended up getting a CT scan at the end of June and was told my brain looked brilliant and to stop wishing bad luck on myself...?! Ive since been referred for CBT which I am 4 sessions into and been given mirtazipine to help.
Since that last scare I've had a few stumbles plus a major bowel cancer HA scare that has only recently dissapated. My worry now is I have constant songs stuck in my head permanently from the moment I wake till the moment I sleep. If im distracted it isnt there but the moment I stop doing whatever it is I was doing then its back with a vengeance. Its the same 4-5 songs permanently but also I get the last song I hear stuck for a bit too then it reverts back to the original 4-5. Ive got young kids so currently its Bitz and Bobz from Cbeebies pounding round my skull. Its been a week now of constant song snippets pounding in my head and driving me to despair and im coming full circle back to the brain tumour fear or a metastatic cancer thats spread to my brain from my bowels.
Is this normal or is this something to be worried about? Is it ever going to get better...!!!? Sigh, im so fed up. Just want my life back.
Ben