Bill
28-09-07, 01:06
I've been debating for some time whether or not to join but after reading so many posts that I can relate to I thought just maybe I should.
Briefly, I've suffered from anxiety since I was born it seems as I've always hated being left on my own! As I got older I developed a fear of public toilets, even at school. I've also suffered from illness phobia, agoraphobia, OCD, IBS and panic attacks. For a time I got suicidal thoughts, became addicted to valium, self-harmed, took overdoses and tried booze! I was given ECT once- I refused more! and I've tried different anti-depressants. I also lost my father who I was very close to 2 years ago.
However, I no longer get panic attacks or need medication and have learnt to cope with my anxieties so that I am now able to care for my wife and support my mother with whatever they need. I also attempted to set up a local anxiety group, began working in a hospital, do voluntary work for the disabled and play sport.......so I guess there's hope for me yet!:huh:
Briefly, I've suffered from anxiety since I was born it seems as I've always hated being left on my own! As I got older I developed a fear of public toilets, even at school. I've also suffered from illness phobia, agoraphobia, OCD, IBS and panic attacks. For a time I got suicidal thoughts, became addicted to valium, self-harmed, took overdoses and tried booze! I was given ECT once- I refused more! and I've tried different anti-depressants. I also lost my father who I was very close to 2 years ago.
However, I no longer get panic attacks or need medication and have learnt to cope with my anxieties so that I am now able to care for my wife and support my mother with whatever they need. I also attempted to set up a local anxiety group, began working in a hospital, do voluntary work for the disabled and play sport.......so I guess there's hope for me yet!:huh: