Vanessa2244
30-12-19, 23:37
Hello everyone,
I don’t know if this belongs here, but I have to post it somewhere. So this year I somehow managed to minimize my general anxiety to the stage where I didn’t have to use SSRI anymroe because my life was “livable” or actually pretty okay. Soon after that the stuff started. Caught a cold. Broke my foot that didn’t heal fast. Got bladder infection. Was like okay that is enough. Nope. Got pneumonia. Pneumonia made me quit smoking actually which was my big love. Now 3 months later I still feel a bit tired but I breathe way better and sometimes I caugh, like a nasty cough from the depth of my soul - I guess it is cleaning but my brain googled eveeeerything already. So I am here asking if someone had a similar situation or a caugh afterwards that felt like cleaning because the breathing feels really normal(even when I have strong anxiety and i can’t really take a breath), the cough never starts when I sleep or chill just for example when I am walking the stairs or carrying something heavy... so I am confused between all these google advice and medical things, I don’t trust doctors and since this year it feels like whatever I did in order to move on, the life just screws me over again and again. I went through all this without pills but last time was so bad I thought it will never end and getting back on them whenever sth like this happens. And it happened so many times.
I don’t know if this belongs here, but I have to post it somewhere. So this year I somehow managed to minimize my general anxiety to the stage where I didn’t have to use SSRI anymroe because my life was “livable” or actually pretty okay. Soon after that the stuff started. Caught a cold. Broke my foot that didn’t heal fast. Got bladder infection. Was like okay that is enough. Nope. Got pneumonia. Pneumonia made me quit smoking actually which was my big love. Now 3 months later I still feel a bit tired but I breathe way better and sometimes I caugh, like a nasty cough from the depth of my soul - I guess it is cleaning but my brain googled eveeeerything already. So I am here asking if someone had a similar situation or a caugh afterwards that felt like cleaning because the breathing feels really normal(even when I have strong anxiety and i can’t really take a breath), the cough never starts when I sleep or chill just for example when I am walking the stairs or carrying something heavy... so I am confused between all these google advice and medical things, I don’t trust doctors and since this year it feels like whatever I did in order to move on, the life just screws me over again and again. I went through all this without pills but last time was so bad I thought it will never end and getting back on them whenever sth like this happens. And it happened so many times.