Iridescentunicorn
29-01-20, 15:44
Hi
I致e had anxiety for over 10 years and it began with just planes and has spread a bit to where I was agoraphobic for a short time but using a counsellor I got myself back on planes, trains, leaving the house and thriving in a new job. I still get anxious in small spaces but I felt I could cope better. Now iam planning a very small wedding, 20 people in the Scottish highlands, and now I知 booking venues I知 starting to feel all my hard work fall away like an invisibility cloak slowly wearing off. I知 finding it hard leaving the house, Although I知 pushing through to go to work still, and I致e had several panic attacks in the past 6 months. The thought of it getting closer to the wedding next year I知 so fearful of losing control completely and having a breakdown if I知 like this now? I知 wondering if anyone has got married whilst suffering! What did you do and did the day go ok? I hate being centre of attention!
I致e had anxiety for over 10 years and it began with just planes and has spread a bit to where I was agoraphobic for a short time but using a counsellor I got myself back on planes, trains, leaving the house and thriving in a new job. I still get anxious in small spaces but I felt I could cope better. Now iam planning a very small wedding, 20 people in the Scottish highlands, and now I知 booking venues I知 starting to feel all my hard work fall away like an invisibility cloak slowly wearing off. I知 finding it hard leaving the house, Although I知 pushing through to go to work still, and I致e had several panic attacks in the past 6 months. The thought of it getting closer to the wedding next year I知 so fearful of losing control completely and having a breakdown if I知 like this now? I知 wondering if anyone has got married whilst suffering! What did you do and did the day go ok? I hate being centre of attention!