happyone
07-10-07, 16:34
Well.
weekend away!!!! Yeah so what I hear you say....you have done this before....but this one was different..........................
NO ANX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(or very little:winks: !)
I went away with my pal, stayed in a hotel, came back on the bus and just before I hit Edinburgh.......the anx started but I thought 'no' I can do this.....got off the bus and (I want a drum roll here for dramatic effect...............) I did NOT jump straight into a taxi but instead said good bye to my friend (she was going in opposite direction) and trundled myself and my case through the CITY CENTRE:ohmy: :ohmy: :ohmy: (I looked only at the ground and bumped into several people but hey....Rome wasn't built in a day!) and ............(I want another more dramatic drum roll now) and got a BUS....all on my own, with a case and a bag.....
What is the big deal????? Well apart from all the whole weekend away stuff and the anx that would normally come from that, I am more excitted about
fisrtly....City centre..... my nightmare
secondly.....city centre at weekend....my bloody nightmare
thirdly........city centre at weekend with a cumbersome bag and case.....my F nightmare
lastly........city...(Ok, you got the picture...) ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok....I am now off to master Glasgow, Leeds, Manchester, Birmingham, London and Cardiff.....if I can do one....I can do em all! (Next year....maybe:winks: )
Happyone
xx
ps I do have a really upset tum now though ! (TMI!)
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weekend away!!!! Yeah so what I hear you say....you have done this before....but this one was different..........................
NO ANX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(or very little:winks: !)
I went away with my pal, stayed in a hotel, came back on the bus and just before I hit Edinburgh.......the anx started but I thought 'no' I can do this.....got off the bus and (I want a drum roll here for dramatic effect...............) I did NOT jump straight into a taxi but instead said good bye to my friend (she was going in opposite direction) and trundled myself and my case through the CITY CENTRE:ohmy: :ohmy: :ohmy: (I looked only at the ground and bumped into several people but hey....Rome wasn't built in a day!) and ............(I want another more dramatic drum roll now) and got a BUS....all on my own, with a case and a bag.....
What is the big deal????? Well apart from all the whole weekend away stuff and the anx that would normally come from that, I am more excitted about
fisrtly....City centre..... my nightmare
secondly.....city centre at weekend....my bloody nightmare
thirdly........city centre at weekend with a cumbersome bag and case.....my F nightmare
lastly........city...(Ok, you got the picture...) ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok....I am now off to master Glasgow, Leeds, Manchester, Birmingham, London and Cardiff.....if I can do one....I can do em all! (Next year....maybe:winks: )
Happyone
xx
ps I do have a really upset tum now though ! (TMI!)
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