Reyly
11-03-20, 03:57
Hey all!
I’m an old member, but I forgot my username and password. And the email to that account also is invalid now.
Haven’t been on here maybe in 2 years. Something like that.
I have been struggling with my HA this whole time just not as bad as I have it right now.
What I feel is this:
Strong emotions that make me feel like I’m going to go insane at the strength it comes on. And I get a painful throat for trying to suppress said emotion.
Throat always feels like it’s going to close up.
I have trouble talking: I stutter, forget my words, mix up my language (I end up speaking Spanglish), my voice cracks because I always feel like I am on the verge of crying or losing it.
I am always clenching my jaw my teeth are falling apart. I have had to break, and I have some with stress cracks.
I have issues with my vision: floaters, tunnel vision, blurred, double.
I get this numb tingling sensation around my forehead.
I have trouble typing lately. I mix up simple words, I type gibberish or I type a sentence but it’s like I thought I wrote down part of it when I didn’t.
I have become extremely clumsy.
Forgetful
Have issue bring words to my mouth.
Chest: I feel butterflies in my chest about 75% of my day, pains, pressure, tightness.
Heart: tachycardia, skipped beats, pounding heart I feel it in my neck and upper back. And lately when I have tachycardia it feels like maybe my bpm are high and it buzzes.
Hand and feet go numb and tingling easily. Laying on my back makes my arms go tingly. I have my foot flexed like when driving it starts to tingle.
Dizziness, loss of balance, I could be washing dishes and I feel like my legs are trembling to stay up. And lately if I stand for too long I do get short of breath, shaky and I lose my balance.
Ears feel like they’ll pop sometimes, and I also get this pressure, I can’t stand loud noises my ears vibrate to the loud noise, I hear: clicking, thumping, ringing, buzzing.
When I hear cars or planes passing the house I get this weird buzz throughout my body it’s like my whole body vibrates to the sound. My ears feel like they tremble. Earlier I felt like I was going to go insane with the buzz/vibration that I feel in my ears.
Throat I get these spasms that make me feel it’s my heart.
I feel like I’m always trembling.
Legs feel weak.
Fingers get stiff and clumsy.
Thoughts are always racing that I can’t concentrate on what I am reading or saying or hearin.
I had an episode the other night we’re I went through a few emotions, 5 seconds each and repeat and it made me feel suicidal, thanks to this night I have no support from my husband, he said I can just stop this. If I could I wouldn’t be having anxiety.
I have been getting super emotional easily. I am on my period right now so hopefully it’s just from that.
My thoughts on these symptoms having me thinking I will die from them. I have type two diabetes, I was diagnosed last year when I was about to go into ketoacidosis. That was one of my fears I remember talking about on here and it came true. I was avoiding sugary crap thanks to this fear, but what I didnt know was there’s a bigger picture to it and I needed to watch out for the other bad carbs. So I found a support group and they recommended I start keto. I did and I have lowered my glucose levels. My A1c has dropped. 7.6 % to 6.0% and I have to go soon to get it done again. It’s been great the added bonus was I lost 40 lbs. I started in October. So what I think is maybe it was a rapid weightloss that has me unable to cope or the fact that with keto you have to be careful with your electrolytes, and for a while I haven’t been drinking them, cause I doubt I get everything through the foods I eat even though I try to get everything just through the diet. I feel like if I am low on my electrolytes that I will over exert myself and I will have a complication come from that like cardiac arrest or arrhythmia. And the other thing I fear because my symptoms do match the symptoms list for it, and that’s thyroid issues I have a almost all from both hyper and hypo, BUT it’s also on the list of ANXIETY. I am having trouble coping with my anxiety this time around. That’s why I am like is it because of the diet change, weightloss, and stress?
They say keto is supposed to help depression and anxiety but I just feel like I’ve gotten worse.
I’m an old member, but I forgot my username and password. And the email to that account also is invalid now.
Haven’t been on here maybe in 2 years. Something like that.
I have been struggling with my HA this whole time just not as bad as I have it right now.
What I feel is this:
Strong emotions that make me feel like I’m going to go insane at the strength it comes on. And I get a painful throat for trying to suppress said emotion.
Throat always feels like it’s going to close up.
I have trouble talking: I stutter, forget my words, mix up my language (I end up speaking Spanglish), my voice cracks because I always feel like I am on the verge of crying or losing it.
I am always clenching my jaw my teeth are falling apart. I have had to break, and I have some with stress cracks.
I have issues with my vision: floaters, tunnel vision, blurred, double.
I get this numb tingling sensation around my forehead.
I have trouble typing lately. I mix up simple words, I type gibberish or I type a sentence but it’s like I thought I wrote down part of it when I didn’t.
I have become extremely clumsy.
Forgetful
Have issue bring words to my mouth.
Chest: I feel butterflies in my chest about 75% of my day, pains, pressure, tightness.
Heart: tachycardia, skipped beats, pounding heart I feel it in my neck and upper back. And lately when I have tachycardia it feels like maybe my bpm are high and it buzzes.
Hand and feet go numb and tingling easily. Laying on my back makes my arms go tingly. I have my foot flexed like when driving it starts to tingle.
Dizziness, loss of balance, I could be washing dishes and I feel like my legs are trembling to stay up. And lately if I stand for too long I do get short of breath, shaky and I lose my balance.
Ears feel like they’ll pop sometimes, and I also get this pressure, I can’t stand loud noises my ears vibrate to the loud noise, I hear: clicking, thumping, ringing, buzzing.
When I hear cars or planes passing the house I get this weird buzz throughout my body it’s like my whole body vibrates to the sound. My ears feel like they tremble. Earlier I felt like I was going to go insane with the buzz/vibration that I feel in my ears.
Throat I get these spasms that make me feel it’s my heart.
I feel like I’m always trembling.
Legs feel weak.
Fingers get stiff and clumsy.
Thoughts are always racing that I can’t concentrate on what I am reading or saying or hearin.
I had an episode the other night we’re I went through a few emotions, 5 seconds each and repeat and it made me feel suicidal, thanks to this night I have no support from my husband, he said I can just stop this. If I could I wouldn’t be having anxiety.
I have been getting super emotional easily. I am on my period right now so hopefully it’s just from that.
My thoughts on these symptoms having me thinking I will die from them. I have type two diabetes, I was diagnosed last year when I was about to go into ketoacidosis. That was one of my fears I remember talking about on here and it came true. I was avoiding sugary crap thanks to this fear, but what I didnt know was there’s a bigger picture to it and I needed to watch out for the other bad carbs. So I found a support group and they recommended I start keto. I did and I have lowered my glucose levels. My A1c has dropped. 7.6 % to 6.0% and I have to go soon to get it done again. It’s been great the added bonus was I lost 40 lbs. I started in October. So what I think is maybe it was a rapid weightloss that has me unable to cope or the fact that with keto you have to be careful with your electrolytes, and for a while I haven’t been drinking them, cause I doubt I get everything through the foods I eat even though I try to get everything just through the diet. I feel like if I am low on my electrolytes that I will over exert myself and I will have a complication come from that like cardiac arrest or arrhythmia. And the other thing I fear because my symptoms do match the symptoms list for it, and that’s thyroid issues I have a almost all from both hyper and hypo, BUT it’s also on the list of ANXIETY. I am having trouble coping with my anxiety this time around. That’s why I am like is it because of the diet change, weightloss, and stress?
They say keto is supposed to help depression and anxiety but I just feel like I’ve gotten worse.