Lf93
23-04-20, 20:34
Apparently i need to stop going for walks with my dog and family :(.
Was walking back home, we live in a pretty quiet area but to get back we have to go through a small wood. In the woods was a family playing ball- it seemed a little odd considering the woods is so tight and you cant really social distance but we tried to stay away. When I walked past this old man was trying to talk to me and he wasn’t really distancing himself which I thought was a bit odd.
Next minute we see a girl, an ambulance, police, and a bunch of paramedics all running towards where we came from and the girl was saying he was trying to run in the road.
I know this sounds super selfish- I guess this is how this pandemic has made me with my anxiety- but I keep thinking what if he has this virus as well. I keep reimagining how close he was to all of us and how he was talking to me when I walked past and tried to get away.
I know i sound so super selfish as its likely this person is going though something not very nice and I should probably learn to prioritise my worry and empathy a little. But in the climate of this pandemic it freaked me out- I have come in completely shaken with anxiety and I know there’s not much that can be said to help but I just wanted to vent. I really hope this stuff is over soon :(.
Was walking back home, we live in a pretty quiet area but to get back we have to go through a small wood. In the woods was a family playing ball- it seemed a little odd considering the woods is so tight and you cant really social distance but we tried to stay away. When I walked past this old man was trying to talk to me and he wasn’t really distancing himself which I thought was a bit odd.
Next minute we see a girl, an ambulance, police, and a bunch of paramedics all running towards where we came from and the girl was saying he was trying to run in the road.
I know this sounds super selfish- I guess this is how this pandemic has made me with my anxiety- but I keep thinking what if he has this virus as well. I keep reimagining how close he was to all of us and how he was talking to me when I walked past and tried to get away.
I know i sound so super selfish as its likely this person is going though something not very nice and I should probably learn to prioritise my worry and empathy a little. But in the climate of this pandemic it freaked me out- I have come in completely shaken with anxiety and I know there’s not much that can be said to help but I just wanted to vent. I really hope this stuff is over soon :(.